I love that Roman and the Usos couldn’t hide their pride in Jacob Fatu.

As I’ve learned how I personally grieve and how it changes over time with me, I think it has made me more aware of who and what is important to me and how much I don’t want to spend life doing shit I hate.

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I don’t necessarily fear death but I know for sure I haven’t embraced that I will die one day. It’s probably irrational how much I don’t want to die.

The first time someone from my school my age died. Death didn’t really feel like it could hit me until that moment.

How extreme it can be and how the intensity of it doesn’t always align with how strongly you felt for the person or thing you’re grieving.

Just be there. I’ll speak when I’m ready. I’ll ask for a hug when I need it. Don’t assert yourself, just let me know you’re there for me.

When I was 13 I lost a friend and went to church in a state of shock and was told by the pastor that I shouldn’t feel sad because God chooses who to take when he needs them and my sorrow “defies God”.

(That’s also the moment I said fuck organized religion and just embraced spirituality)

I don’t know whether I believe in the “signs” thing like this but every once in a while I’ll see her in a dream and can hear her voice and see her smile and she’ll talk to me about my children or something current in my life.

Just that I could always count on her to be there for me however I needed.

It’s usually sensory-related. A food that tastes or smells like something they cooked. A humid day. A song. With my grandmother it’s usually 50’s/60’s oldies.

Initial grief for me is a lot like shutting out but in my head I’m living every memory and emotion. Then I’ll have a day about a week later that I really break down. Then I’ll have moments every once in a while that it all creeps back.

Life. Ups and downs. Pains as well as joy. A deep weight that sometimes feels crushing and other times feels comforting.

I don’t believe grief ever stops. I think it just evolves with you.

Was gonna do these yesterday but it triggered me a little bit if I’m honest.

Martha (my grandmother)
15 years this summer.

Is he mad they infiltrated his crew or something?

“Any member of a publication that forges, plagiarizes, or misattributes quotes/quoted works should be crucified to a canvas and flayed by those wronged so their blood can silhouette their likeness as a work of art. The artist should not be charged with a crime.” - Kathy Vetter

There you have it!

a man wearing headphones and a yellow hoodie says holy crap in front of a microphone ALT: a man wearing headphones and a yellow hoodie says holy crap in front of a microphone

Oh come on, it’s not like he’s ever tried to have his VP murdered before …

You’re welcome. Best of luck!

The other thing I would ask is if they potentially have BUPA coverage as you can also get a remote consultation through them. I know quite a few people who didn’t even know they had BUPA coverage so it’s always worth a shot just to look and see.

111 doesn’t even lead to immediate action. You still have to agree. The specialist over the phone will absolutely give you multiple options and help weigh the pros and cons and determine if it’s right for you. For what it’s worth, so would the emergency GP appointment who may know them intimately.

It was more than “they did not want to” though… they refused to do so because they were often complicit themselves.

111 may be the best option and could get them appointed to a crisis team who can handle and manage if there is physical risk involved. Obviously some people have had awful experiences with crisis teams so it would be good to know how your area has fared before you agree to that route.

If they’re considered “stable” (threatening but not crossed the line to a danger to themselves or others, an urgent GP emergency same-day appointment could help. If you’re worried about more human contact, call 111 and select the mental health option - they can forward to the correct service…

Damnit Mike……

ETHAN PAGE MADE IT TO RAW

I really hope they treat him like a big deal

Yup. That stair shot took its toll as well. I want Oba to take the title off of Roman but I’ll be honest… if they run Punk/Roman back next year I’m not gonna be mad at it.

Yeah… slept on it. Re-watched. Punk/Roman was an all-timer. I’m definitely breaking my own scale. Everything about it (including the build) was fucking HEAT.

Roman talking his shit

Oba just said the OTC is next

Punk had his Gladiator moment tonight. I expect them to run it back next year though and I cannot wait.