self hatred is to tow the line between trying to be better and trying to accept who you are and failing to do both
vulnerability feels like being perceived under your own hateful scrutiny. my flaws are an amalgamation of all the moments I should have worked harder. My identity is compromised
Thinking about my therapist asking me 'are you even being vulnerable if I don't feel uncomfortable'. I think this is part of how you learn to love yourself <3
Aw thanks! I'm doing good thanks :)🩷
It's lovely seeing how far you've come!
Aww congrats Bella! You should be proud of yourself!!
It's so lovely and comfy! I hope I can learn to not feel like I'm not selfish though.
I'm glad I read up on it, I think I had a bad view on polyamory from seeing certain unhealthy relationships
accepting that I'm falling into depression again is hard. I feel sorry for those who love me.
had a big cry and made some music about it
The 'what if something goes wrong' scares me :')
aww exactly!
It's definitely very easy to feel overwhelmed, but I do like to have my own goals
Strangely enough making some really nice food is one of my favourite things to do when there's been awful news <3
Hi lovely! :3
awwwwe thank you so much! happy new year to you too!! <3
pretty girl!
Happy Birthday Brooke!!!!! Have a lovely time celebrating <3
<3
Switchboard are such an amazing charity, it's a shame their hours are limited. I'm always spiralling when everyone I could reach out to is asleep and it's late though ;—;
Thank you <33
So, uh, not to be pathetic but... Sometimes when I really can't sleep and I'm really missing my boyfriend, I'll take a small blanket and roll it into a sausage and put a pillow behind my back and pretend I'm being held and it's surprisingly lovely
Awww this is fantastic! <3
I'm so proud of you
truly the only way a girl like me can survive this world ✨
Eek thanks :)
miss you Brooke! 🥺
omg pretty!!!
eeek pretty girl in my comments 💓
Hiiii Andi :3
I like that this just came about after we talked the other night about all the big feelings of long distance and she said 'what do I do with my love for you?' and it just stuck :)
Omg hi Brooke!! <3
hehe you're so welcome :) <3
ahhh 🥺 hi Brooke <3
Hiii :)
Pretty girl!! :)
