Today’s warm up,,
#ventart #mentallillness #art #artist

To Jayce or not to Jayce??
#arcanefanart #arcaneart #artwip #sketch #jayce #jayvik #jaybe #jaybenot

Just another casual self portrait abt me having BPD and never knowing if I am the one abandoning or if I am abandoned, modern day philosophy fr dude

#wipart #artwork #darkart #artist #originalart #angels #mentalhealthart #ventart

Viktor nation please help me get this pin made :(
It’s like 9 inches n very cool :(
www.crymorebrand.art
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#viktor #jayce #arcane #viktornation #viktorarcane #smallbusinesshelp

Also these
#jayvik #viktor #jayce #arcanefanart #gloriousevolution

Remember that messy ass self portrait sketch?
This is him now.
#ventart #guroart #cherubs #mentalhealth

Pathetic rugged men 🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
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#jayce #jaycearcane #arcanefanart #jayvik

NO U 😡🫵🏻

>a faint scream noise coming closer very slowly
>Cry appears out of nothingness
>shares Viktor’s Print version #wip
>disappears in the background
#viktor #arcane #gloriousevolution

Thank u 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Last wip before I start the colors, shading n last details 😩
This have been a wild ride dude I’m happy it’s almost over dhwjdjsk
#viktor #arcane

Dude I’m so tired chancnsmxmms
#viktor #arcane

#viktor #wip
#arcane
This design will be the end of me dude

#viktor #wip
This will be the end of me dude I have so many hands to draw damn

I finished Arcane Season 2 Act III and I’m brain dead. I have to draw Jinx. I have to. I have to draw Jinx like 5 times to be able to release my emotions. I just have to draw Jinx. I have to do it. I am sorry I will not be thinking anything but Jinx in the next couple years. Jinx. My daughter. Jinx.

Aaaaa it means a lot dude thank u so much 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Thanks dude 🥺🥺🥺🥺

6am #wip from urs truly (me, I’m yours 🥺👉🏻👈🏻)
#jinx #art #artist

A little Flame Chompers art I did like 2 years ago when #arcane 1st season was out, it was initially a collaborative project with an old friend I no longer has contact with, but I am very proud of how I drew these, they’re entirely 2D and I painted them with precision so wanted to show u 🥺
#jinx

Also, I wasn’t happy with how Jinx were going, so I changed couple things and planned her again,, I’m trying to fix my sleep schedule so I’m sleep deprived and couldn’t do much, but at least now I know where I wanna go dhwjdjsk
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#wip #artwip #jinx #sketch #doodle

Like Eddie Hall (2017 Strongman Competition Champion) and when I half jokingly (but also kinda not?) said “Yeah dude, me too, I want Eddie’s arms” the trainer basically bursted out in laughter. Let a girl have huge muscles please, I am very sick of everyone thinking all women want one thing.
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It’s just, everywhere I go, people don’t really respect what I want and assume every fem presenting person wants one thing, being skinny fit. Especially since I’m fat, everyone automatically assumes that could be the only thing I could want. When my partner told the trainer that he wants a body 13/?

Nonetheless I am now working with my partner’s trainer instead of the girl, (they’re not really private trainers, they’re there to show which machine is used how) and today I felt like the trainer pushed me nice n hard, which was validating. 12/?

Because you don’t want to go ahead and burn the muscle mass on your body while burning the fat. It’s just a thought. I kinda felt like I wasn’t being taken serious and it kinda stings. Seeing my partner benching is hot tho. 11/?

Calories in vs calories out, how much protein I need to take daily in order to build muscle and recover quickly, and what a body decomposition is. I know it is possible to burn fat while gaining muscle, a lot of professionals recommend strength training even for fat loss focused goals 10/?

Even leaving the house to walk to the gym or doing my warm up cardio have been more than enough for me to sweat. Plus, weight is lost in the kitchen not at the gym. Everyone automatically assumes all a “woman” could want would be to get smaller and leaner. I did enough research about 9/?

My goal is to be stronger, weight means strength. I want to grow my muscles even more, I am walking a lot and taking care of myself a lot anyways, and since I’m an illustrator I had a very monotone life where I sometimes sit and draw for 16 hours straight, 8/?

I need to lose weight first and build muscle later and that I had too much weight on me. But they didn’t told anything to my partner. I usually explain right before I even join the gym that my goal is NOT high intensity workouts and sweating a bunch and diets and shit ton of cardio,
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“Wait??? Does she really also want to lift??” And my partner was like “yeah, she’s not here to lose weight, we just really like lifting” also, when we were getting our body measured n such, even though me and my partner are both obese, the woman who were taking the measurements told ‘me’ that 6/?

Dude? Why aren’t you doing any cardio but I am doing cardio? It doesn’t make sense we were supposed to be on the same program that’s what we wanted especially because we gas each other up,, he went ahead and told his own trainer and the trainer was like 5/?