No cos what do you mean I've been coming onto you. As if its just been me alone. See that makes me feel so fucked up because da fuk...?
You know, thats the boundry needed right there. Why should I do anything that makes you feel comfortable when I clearly have not been.
I wake up anew, with new visions of what my boundaries will look like now that I know there is nothing to lose but myself x
Finally told my straight friend that there are feelings involved, and the response back is vague, or I am confused, but I am not interested in you.
Either way, I got my answer, and now it's time to grow
Well done me xx
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To realise I'm not actually in love with my straight best friend, im just neuro-spicy, and I have been making him my "primary" 😩
At least it feels right to talk to him about it now.
I'm falling for my straight best friend:
The air changes when I'm around you, I feel it, but I am unable to react. What if I'm wrong?
I'm laying on your bed spread out, and I notice the way you slyly look at my ass. Looking in the reflection window is not covert enough, I notice.
I am looking past my addiction, my fantasy driven mind. I still think about you. Our connection to always agree on life goals is fire I never thought I could have. However, I can't connect deeper because you are straight.
I'm just learning what RSD is, so maybe it's time I do go get tested, can't keep guessing my feelings, and walking blind. #adhd #autism
Telling him would mean I'm practising to move past my need to be picked and loved by others, but that could also mean I lose any chance of my addictive personality fantasy brain scenario of us having a great sex and falling in love.
😑
I guess it's my turn for this right of gay passage.
I fancy my best friend who is straight.
Or I'm actually putting all my sexual frustrations onto him, and in hoping him choosing me takes the burden of doing actual self reflection work away from me.
I'm hoping we end up fucking, or at least a kiss
I am finding it conplately difficult to search for new confidence while hanging out with straight people. I fancy my male best friends and watch as my female best friends get chosen. While I'm here as the entertainment for them both in whatever that means for them. #quickrant
Healing is when I realise that a major reason for my choices of bad relationships is because I have not the first clue what self-respect or love is from growing up in such a damaging environment. However, I don't blame anyone and try to find solutions. #inmyfeels
My empathic side:
As someone who was part of a cultural faith growing up, I feel for the Jewish community over what has happened in Manchester.
My logical side:
It is also weird/crazy that Jewish voices are not amplified in speaking up against our government, who was warned that this would happen.
Im getting bullied at work by a bunch of 21 year old. Revenge will me mine
Fair fair, there were a few times I thought "gosh this is long," but the intensity was amazing
Demon Slayer only has four stars. That's crazy
It's 2:30 am, and im close to my first month in a rented room of my choice for once. No treatment centres, dry houses, or sober living with a recovery friend. I sit here with the all too well feeling at the back of my mind again.
I feel excited and so very afraid.
#soberliving
That's your experience, which is valid, and I didn't say pick and choose.
(2) trans conversations are paralysing at most times, with no forward conclusions online. It's just too big of a topic right now, so let's start small challenges that help the trans kids. It's called small wins.
For those that started following from the reply I sent. I support the trans community in relation to being in the LGBT community myself. Trans people are people, and there is no debate.
As a leftist, though, we are swinging in the wind. Choose the right language to the right battles. (1)
That's a fair point. Your experience as a parent is what I'm missing in your original message.
trans conversations are too big of a fight. Elections proved it.
What small action of change have any of you done since then?
Anti-vax are a problem that can be looked into RIGHT NOW. Change can happen, WHILE helping trans people.
When talking about trans people right out, the gate is paralysing.
Not taking away that fact, and what the community of children is that is finding themselves going through is heartbreaking, HOWEVER, not every topic needs to go this why because we already know.
Anti-vax problems can be dealt with right now because it's a small problem. Small bites with fight back
I know multiple queer people whose parents threw them out on the street as children becuz they said they'd rather their child were dead than queer, so I've sadly seen this shade of villainy before where abstract ideas are weighed over the literal life of a child before.
It's still chilling tho.
This has got to be rage bait, like really bfrr please
Yes yes and for everyone yes 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
UK anime, politics, lifestyle heads, preferably POC, or woke lefties #followback ❤️✌🏾
Kingdom hearts, say less 🥰
I was born in the UK, and I'm very much British. To the people who will take arms to fight for this country and its people, thank you. I'll try my hardest to make sure this country continues to grow left leaning while you're gone.