(I hope)

I was pretty frustrated this morning bc of my stupid cough and having to go through everything like usual again for them to never find anything but now I'm like: WHATEVER let's just do it....once I get appointments

What's important now is that I'm off work and will eat dinner and go to sleep early.

You know what sucks more? Nothing comes out of it ever because they never find anything and send me to many other doctors who find nothing bc by the time I get an appointment it's almost gone but no one knows why I have it for so long

Can you tell I'm frustrated

I'm not sick so I won't get sick leave so I am wasting 3h of work that I need to make up some other time and it STRESSES ME OUT
This is also why I almost skipped it again but you know how hard it is to get an appointment these days? _(:D

My appointment was at 8:55

My big team meeting is at 10:30

It hasn't been my turn yet 🌚 I already pushed one meeting and now I don't even know if I can make it to the train at 10:55 (yells)

Hasse diese pauschalisierung like das mag ja sein aber ändert nix daran dass DU PERSÖNLICH eine davon bist die Hilfe Brauch Like was sollst du dir von diesem fakt kaufen???

Und dann denke ich mir, die wollen einfach dass man nen Rückzieher macht weil KK kein Geld hat aber fck u

I have a list of things I wanted to tackle...
I'm giving myself the entire week tho, today mental health hit me badly, I do wonder if it's bc I stopped using my anti depressants (as planned) but either way, I'm gonna be kind to myself for the (checks clock) remaining one and a half hour

I'm actually less pissed off at Auto translation on Twitter bc it's bad translation. Bc often it's decent

But I'm more pissed off that it claims it's translated from language X when it's language Y?????

I dreamt Abt knights. Sth like with tsukasa Leo and Izumi

Man I miss Enstars (it's not over and we have more access to it than ever but I miss Enstars, I rlly should play Eng music for the main story at least)

cos / 凸变英雄X

photo：
@pastacosplay.bsky.social
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@abyssinian.bsky.social

#TBHX #tobeherox #bilibili

It sparks lots of joy seeing friends post their pets, so have my siblings' pets:

Downside is that they're not with me right now 💔

Sonne und Minze sind wieder ausreichend verfügbar. Damit erkläre ich die Hugo Saison in diesem Haus für eröffnet. 🤗☀️🍾🌿
@kuraiofanagura.bsky.social

Fair aber next time dann 💪✨

😭 fühle mich schlecht wie ich einfach zum dem KFC collonel gerannt sind um ihn nicht zu verpassen und dich erstmal zurück gelassen habe 💔💔💔
Nächstes mal achtet grandma mehr auf ihr zweites kind 🙏🙂‍↕️

Und ich so: lakan, Garry 👀👀👀 (jk ich bin genau so heiß auf Gwen und Lin ling

Nichi hat nicht genug Tage für geile Sarah cosplays)

And I have really bad travel fomo.........

Not Japan not Korea

But Vietnam with my siblings, I wish I was there with them r/n

New Link click chibi episode is waiting for me to be consumed, I need to see those three idiots plus apparently an owl that looks exactly like his owner (Xiao)

ALIGHT! I've simmered in thoughts and spilled them into posts. Now I'm free to finally start my day and have some lunch

It's just analyzing the moment tbh I'm not upset bc my decisions are my decisions so it's absolutely on me for being naive and also being incredibly sad bc I do love being back at my mother's, I know she loves me, it's so sad I can't have a harmonious life with my parents even as adult.

managing everyone around her esp her children and claiming everything I do is the worst decision ever and never see the good part. It's ruining my life but that was my decision and I can't change it for a while bc I lack the funds and I will save up for it but it takes a while.

I know I need distance from my mother. It's soon one year I've been here and her paranoia and controlling gets worse

I guess I was naive and the truth is I shouldn't have done the trip but I genuinely through she could respect my boundaries and concentrate on her own happiness instead of micro-

(whenever someone mentions Enstars on my TL I feel old bc I'm like a grandma missing the good old Enstars times)

Omg xiaowl

Also seems like Liu Xiao appeared in the new chibi episode of link click

Time to watch-

Me, when friends tell you they started watching TBHX: tehehe very good (rubs hands like a fly)

Damnit, apparently my superior knows about cosplay so he first asked if cosplay is also a theme at my volunteering event and I said yes it's part of it.
So he asked if I also cosplayed and all I said was "I was hoping you wouldn't ask" lmaaaaaaao well I guess my new team knows now

Didn't know Abt this figure and now it's released and also still available.

....if I ignore it long enough I'll forget Abt it right. Celi. You don't want figurines anyway, no space to display them. RIGHT?!

a graph that wildly jumps from "it's so over" to "we're so back"

bluesky today

"A flip of a coin, an initiation to the world of the supernatural."

@bluepotionphoto.bsky.social hat mit uns ein paar fotos zu Animuc gemacht 🥺💖

#laylaandcostumes #lotm #lordofmysteries

Damn. These could potentially be very cute