he's right. kaundinya *was* a hinayana monk

could an indecisive anthropologist and a renegade developmentalist with power and a plan ever fall in love?

they dont want u to know this

happy holidays moggie

i read helen dewitt's lightning rods, dennis cooper's i wished, james purdy's cabot wright begins, and lucy ives' impossible views recently! all of which were quite good. probably ives > dewitt > purdy > cooper i would say

i've read a couple novels lately. it's quite pleasant. but they were good. no promises if you choose bad novels

cat$$ and the kkkueer community: a propspectus

how real leatherdykes look when fake lesbians come at them

labor aristocrats & pmc dni

i think i've been called every version of the r word besides the actual word this morning

its ok bc actually nothing can disturb my equanamity and repose

various loud machinery is disrupting my equanamity and repose this morning

some of u don't know today is the most wonderful day and it shows

"They don't sleep on the beach anymore" - Drake

in case u were wondering where im at

just got the intro to sleep by gy!be mixed up with keep the family closer by drake

the idea that a therapist could help someone is really cool. but im not sure i buy it

bang my line obviously

yes. but you should do it anyways, for love

u gotta remember about all the beauty and the love

sure i still tear up when i look at my boyfriend's face and think about how much i love them. but five years in it's also about throwing our backs out as we help wash the piss off an elderly friend in the shower

you would think literature can only be about love. but it's not true. it can also be about god, or nature's beauty (same thing)

cathecting moment

it's not that my stomach felt tight. i was actually pretty relaxed. but it did fr feel like a little tendril of rage was curling around my stomach. turning inward.

it's pretty awful. everything encourages if not outright cruelty a kind of sadistic indifference to the pain of others. how could you love otherwise? i would go crazy