Here's Comet.
He's getting more and more comfortable lately. ❤️

Sounds exhausting honestly, I struggle with just the one

I missed food today so I'm having cookies and milk.

Kids have exams every April to test their proficiencies in English and Math.

Adults have taxes every year to test their navigation of legal lingo and math.

If the adults fail math, they go to prison.

Hoping it all went well! It is that time of year again, isn't it?

Just another day. 🩷

How's everyone else doing today?

We've tried those, and Moon has been trying to wake me up.
I apparently can answer questions and turn off alarms and just go right back to sleep.

New challenge: Stay awake.

I went to lay down at 7 AM to get a small nap for 2-3 hours and now it's 8 PM.

I missed my lunchtime medicine...

if there are 3 pictures here, check them out too ^^
I've worked really hard on this job
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#trade

It finally got me…Pomni Amazing Digital Circus pony…!

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Reckless 🧡

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My sister has been giving Shark his daily thyroid medicine and Eclipse her daily steroids, so nobody is going to be neglected on our watch just because I'm dead for the day.

People have been unable to wake me up, I'm just gone but that's better than not sleeping at all oml

Pets are taken care of, but I do need to get the energy to clean some aquariums and set up a 40G terrarium...

Pendleton and Butter both need their f/t feeders, but I'm hoping to upgrade Pendleton to a 10G or something he can investigate and out of his hospital enclosure since he's stuck here.

Am I doing okay? Yes.
I managed to get ~22 hours of sleep to catch up on the 10 days of not sleeping.

Is the Zoloft working? Maybe? It might be giving me more side effects with the constant yawning, but what's important is that I'm sleeping.

I am alive and well though. ❤️ My friends are great.

Today would have been our mother's birthday.
Her favorite drink was Coca-Cola, I still can't stand the taste of regular, but I do like this variant.

a cartoon pony with blue hair is standing next to a purple pony . ALT: a cartoon pony with blue hair is standing next to a purple pony .

After not sleeping more than an hour for ten days, I managed to get ~22 hours of sleep.

How's everyone doing today?
I'm having my breakfast cereal at 7:30 PM.

• Inside of hotel room drawers.
• Inside of hotel room cabinets.
• Inside of hotel room closets.
• Sitting up in hotel lobbies.

I remind myself of these times I spent curled up, cold and scared to breathe wrong for fear he'd touch me to remind myself I'm somewhat safer now. He can't find me.

Places I've slept to avoid my ex when we were "together":
• In his living room.
• On a shelf in the corner of my room.
• Under my back porch.
• Under a hotel bedside table.
• Under a hotel room desk.
• Under the hotel room's bathroom sink.
• In the tub + in the shower.
• In the vending machine room.

Here's hoping
I managed to get some sleep finally

It's made it way worse but it might be making it a little better?
Which sounds weird but the first day or so, I could feel my anxiety for the first time in a long time and that was so strange..

I've had a pain in my chest for the last few days, off and on sweating with the medicine.
I'm nauseous.

I managed to eat half a piece of toast and a grilled cheese sandwich yesterday.
I've been eating food to take my medicine but I'm just not able to get hungry.

I'm trying my best to function.

I've been on Zoloft for a few days to try to medicate my anxiety because I haven't been able to sleep or eat pretty much at all since mid March.
Don't want him near me.

I don't feel safe sleeping or leaving the house.

I'm terrified.
I'm doing a little better today but I'm still too anxious to eat.

So a lot of you know about Cupid, but haven't met Comet.

Comet and Cupid were feral kittens in December that were trapped.

Comet, the tux, is starting to also look like a "black smoke".
Black cat is their adoptive dad, Bing.
#cats #kittens

It grew on me tbh.

So... I'm a self-employed person because we don't have a standard business license yet. I'm having to file this under my own income. My self-reported income is now coming in as ~$200K a year.

I am having to check, check and recheck the taxes lmao

I play the trumpet, but I originally wanted to be in percussion.

Until they told me I had to play the drum set and that I couldn't just choose xylophones and similar instruments, boomwhackers, the triangle or the cowbell.
Wasn't allowed to be a flute player, I was too shy and missed the slot.

If I could do one or two cons a month...
Two or three scheduled Facebook and TikTok pages...
And spend the money on improving the business for a home base...

I think we'd be able to live comfortably?
Maybe.

Kinda.
Sorta...

I miss it though, every day.
Doing more every day to make people happy.

I once made $15K a month on Facebook through their bonus reward program, and my final payout was $27K.
My ex wanted me to pay his college tuition without wanting to commit. He wasn't that valuable of an asset.
I used to make $12K per convention I was at.

The business makes $15K a month now.

Alan, we are so fucked.

Did I mention this is all on my personal income by the way?

Like... No tax withholding or a business to take the brunt or anything?

I have to report making around 1/5th of a million and then take all of the deductions from that. We're not as comfortably in the green as I pref
I'm feeling nauseous.