Can I just pretend Savannah isn't coming back from her cruise and she isn't talking to my husband thx

I went with Comfrt 💅🏻

Ohhh I want to get some for Jacob to try - can you share the site?

Penelope will be here in April - what kinda bougie vibes are we giving for going home/hospital outfits for momma? 🌼

I forgot I can scream into a less judgmental void here

Maaaybe ENM isn't for me but also maybe I'm JUST FUCKIN NEWLY MARRIED AND PREGNANT I wish she would stop pushing me so hard 😭😭

I'm still not convinced it isn't just too early because what the fuck else is my body doing?? I don't get it!!

I wanted so badly to be pregnant already and getting the results during my annual visit yesterday hurt my heart so much. I broke down after dinner last night and Jacob was just so so supportive 🥺

I deleted Twitter and Facebook off my phone and now I just randomly open my phone with no purpose. Scary realization lmao I spent soooo much time on those apps for no reason!!

The irony of this situation is not lost on me 🥲🥲🥲🥲

I think I want to volunteer at my stepson's school or with the PTO so I messaged the PTO FB page to inquire 🥲

I'm so incredibly over this whole wedding planning process.

I am so tired friends. I just want to give up on life right now

Refreshed my system and at least my full time payroll came in!!

I have received 0/2 of my pay stubs for this week and I just want to be able to finalize my budget!!

Had a mini breakdown at work because I'm so fuckin tired of the 10-6 shift. I'm tired of working at the gas station. I'm tired of always doing the most for our family even though I KNOW Jacob can't give the same bandwidth. I just want a break 😭

Steady feel like I'm drowning and my solution was to isolate myself 😃😃

See y'all in 2025. My brain can't handle more right now 😭

Kind of over faking holiday spirit this year when all I feel is overstimulated trauma responses around the 1 year anniversary of having to serve my ex with a restraining order 🙃

This stretch is always so hard for us because we don't see him for 14 days straight. We miss him so much😭

We get bubs back today finally!! 😭❤️

I also discovered PlannerTok and digital planning Etsy shops and I fear I have a new hyperfixation

Bought myself a keyboard case for my iPad and a hard case for my pencil and I'm so fuckin excited to get them in this weekend I feel like it's going to level up my excitement to use my iPad even more 🥹

Pro/con to working at a gas station is I can charge my gas but then my check is smaller 😂😅

Fuck yes I get to sleep in until 7 tomorrow!! Woo!

There's only 1 morning in a 2 week span I get to sleep in past 5a and it's this coming Tuesday 🥲

Eep my mother in law changed her Facebook profile picture today 🫣

Got my shit absolutely rocked tonight while high with the love of my life. I love my life

But actually not because I have to pay for my root canal next week that I forgot about so there goes my entire savings omg 😭

It is currently Friday afternoon and I have no idea what I work on SUNDAY. Lmao I have less than 48 hour notice at this point even if she schedules me for an afternoon shift 🙃