understandable, she is a cruel mistress, and although up until this point i have been treated rather kindly, today was nothing but lashes

coworker trying to talk to me about “the firmament” please man get me outta here

2026s been the year of gaming which has unfortunately come at the expense of most other aspects of life including the ability to paint

last one

as much as i do kinda wanna keep messing around with 3d / graphic stuff i would have to like, meaningfully learn how to model better and rig anything at all to make anything interesting and man i do not want to do that right now, maybe sometime in the future...

last one

these were done with generally no opacity with some exceptions

you can measure a movies appeal to the general public by the amount of people wearing hats in the theater

describing anything as “kino” instantly marks you for death

and while trying to keep spoilers to a minimum i do think that the relationship between denji/pochita and the reader/fujimoto mirror each other in a way i like a lot and would honestly be less resonant were you to read this down the line and not be here to see peoples reaction right here and now

i think the chainsaw man ending is fitting and like it alright and i wont listen to the swarms of illiterate gnashing barbarians who say otherwise

backtracked to help teammate to the exfil just for both of them to leave me behind #fuckyouandyourfamilyandyourfamiliesfamily

cryo with randoms today, time to lose so much more than the house

cryo and ranked being both on weekends, while i understand the reasoning, is incredibly wack

marathon has me gaming in ways i havent in years this game induces a nightmarish fugue state where your only god given directive is to run it up

but the options always there

gonna start getting into arguing with people online

another go

another go

i need marathon to come out man im fiending and frothing at the mouth

trying to do more marathon inspired stuff

bro working in 3d sucks so bad i feel like im getting my finger nails, toe nails, eyelashes and every hair on my body plucked off my body all at once forever

im the goat of drawing heads i can not put a body on and drawing bodies i can not put a head on

currently hooked up to the deadlock milking machine and they wont let me go until i get back into ascendant at the very least

kinda want to make another, larger marathon-esque piece but not only would that require learning more blender but it would also require playing less deadlock, so its probably on the backburner for another like, 3-7 months or so

quick one

quick one

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as a society we have given too much power to people who make moodboards

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