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#EchoVN

I want it to be me

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I'm hosting a Pokemon Champions Tournament!!!! Look at the reply to this post for details on entry. I'm trying to make this a regular thing in support of different charities, so please read all the details in the Google Form before filling it out.

I was only RPing being a normal person! I get paid for that.

I dont plan on doing anything stupid, but Im tired. Im exhausted. I need a break.

I just want to drive to the ice cream shop on a cool summer night and eat my treat leaning against my partner laughing.

And I've robbed myself of that.

That can never happen for me anymore.

I hate this.

All of it

And relationships.

Now I am single. Stuck waiting cause Im too tired to look.

Robin just wait, itll happen.

I did wait. I fucked up waiting too long.

I realize this post is the kind that I hate. The single guy full of medical issues complaining about being single.

I didn't get rooms for Summer cons, so I have nothing to look forward too, save a few friends visiting the nearby state this Summer.

I spent too long not accepting who I am. Well into my 30s, I still kept denying myself.

I joined the furry fandom and have made wonderful friendships

I try and try and I just feel like Im covered in molasses. I take 2 steps forward finally and life kicks me in the balls.

I keep being told to wait, it'll get better. But Im sick of waiting. I haven't left central Mass in months cause of my vision issues.

And reliable.

I went to ANE in January and ended up sleeping an additional 4 hours everyday.

Its been 6 months since my strokes. Ive making every step to move forward, but I am so fucking frustrated.

I used to just do what needed to get done cause it needed to be done. Honestly Time was my biggest restriction. If I didn't have time I didn't do that.

Now things dont get done cause im tired/exhausted. I know people are giving me grace, but I always was the 6 foot tall 300lbs man. Slow but strong

I am wearing 2 different medical devices just to probably maybe hopefully keep my toes.

The antibiotics were mixing with my meds and I was barely eating.

Eat yogurt you say? Cant its too sugary. Use sugar free yogurt? It sucks and tastes bad.

On top of all that, I got frostbite on my left big toe and the Doctor was pessimistic that I was going to lose it, but since I have been doing all the stuff correctly, keeping bp and blood sugar low, I should keep it.

But then because of the medical boot, I cause a blister on the right toe.

When I fuck up and eat something I'm not supposed to. I can see just fine. Otherwise everything is sorta hazy and hard to read. Doctor has stated it could improve? Probably? Maybe?

I cant drive at night anymore. I need to get every errand done before the sun sets cause things in the dark blend in.

This state Im in:

Im exhausted, and I get winded just walking across the hall to pee.

I'm sleeping more than I am used to. Im used to sleeping less but it affects me waaaayore now.

My eyes dont work like they used too. My vision wasnt perfect before but since my blood sugar is low its worse

I just need to yell into the void for a few moments.

I'm tired. I'm so tired.

I fucked up, by ignoring my blood pressure and blood sugar for too long and ended up having multiple TIA stroke back in October.

Now I have to take 4 shots a days and 11 pills a day just to maintain this state.

Welcome to office life!

Cartoon raccoon looking fierce and pointing with both hands to his black t-shirt reading in blue, pink, and white text “TRANS RIGHTS — ARE — HUMAN RIGHTS”

Happy #transdayofvisibility to my homies ❤️

I know these are very rough days, but I love y’all and will do what I can to support you ❤️

Neflowrirnef

Fen

And that's about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when you're 39...

Wait.. what's my age again?

Happy Birthday to me

🎨: @mrlabrador.bsky.social

I hope everything calms down soon 💜

KD wasn't watching where he was going when he got alerted to that bus full of orphans about to be hit by a meteorite made of divorced single dads.

Anyway I guess I'm on my way to the emergency as well...

🐾: @kingdeadwolf.bsky.social
🎨: @marms.bsky.social

so I reposted it with the correct one now MarmsMcBeaver made this

I TAGGED THE WRONG ARTIST!!! 😭

accidentally tagged the wrong artist...

KD wasn't watching where he was going when he got alerted to that bus full of orphans about to be hit by a meteorite made of divorced single dads.

Anyway I guess I'm on my way to the emergency as well...

🐾: @kingdeadwolf.bsky.social
🎨: @marms.bsky.social

Apologies, I tagged the wrong person

You got this! You've fought hard, you need a nice long break.

"Us micros deserve respect." -Robin

"If you wanted respect, you wouldn't be into macro/micro." - @marshmallowbears.bsky.social