Thank you 🫂🫂

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I was being a little dramatic. I just keep getting contradictory advice every single meeting. For three years. Extension. Extension. To not hand in thesis in may wrecks me financially and makes me not able to buy my apartment.

Advisor said hand in in may. And now, not anymore. It’s frustrating😭

I wanna drop out of my entire degree.
I am so fucking done.

Another god damn extension needed.

I write about Sisyphus. You know the fucker with the stone and the mountain. If anyone is Sisyphus right now IT’S ME.

FUCK THIS ENTIRE THING. I am so tired😭 and I am too nauseous to cry anymore.

He’s just a weird little freaky guy. He’s a freak in one of my fav Criminal Minds episodes too!!

The idea that bright, wild color is something you outgrow is a damaging lie society tells us. This unspoken rule, that enjoying intense, clashing colors makes you childish, is pure bullshit. The depression palette trend has only gotten worse because it saves corpos money. We gotta end it.

Awww, look at the little floofs🥹 thank you, they help💕

Got some stressful, kinda painful thesis news during meeting with advisor today.

Painful in the way that I am questioning if it’s worth the debt +stress.

Advisor schedules meetings and I follow his deadlines, still it may not be enough to finish in May. WHAT U WANT ME 2 DO??

Cheer me up, please??

Aww se på lille vovva🥹

I have written a CV.
Please clap.

Thank you, I will!🥰

Handed in thesis for comments last night.

Now it’s time to feed sick partner lasagna soup and then, I rest.

For a week.
Yay.

13.872 thesis words. A whole lot of restructuring and a finished chapter outline.

Analysis chapter is being written. I am genuinely having fun now that the research regurgitations are done.

4 pages of thesis left to write before progress hand-in on Tuesday.

I have no idea what I’m even on about at this point, but there are words.

Several words.
On the pages.
They came out of my brain.
I typed them.
With my hands.

They’re even spelled right. They make sense syntactically too.

🫶🏻

I’ve had such an abysmal day. Washed my entire house clean of sick-cat-pee. His catheter is out so he should be getting better.

I am worried, exhausted and burnt out after several emergency vet visits.

Thesis must be written. 6 pages left. Deadline is 10th. Imma finish tomorrow so I can rest.

I finally sorted my vinyl collection into the Discogs app. I never knew they also estimate the value of said collection?

I own two original 1st press Led Zeppelin’s and I clutched my pearls in shock a little bit.

Partner was like: "if we ever have financial issues…"

I WOULD RATHER SELL MY LEG!

Textes from Sisyphus:

UGH You are not goinge to BELIEVE what just happenid AGAYNE

He says thank you and that he will consider the request😾🫶🏻

Had to take him to the vet for an emergency. Again.

He has urinary issues and will need a special diet for the rest of his life.

Everyone say ‘good boy’ to Mayhem Agamemnon Augustus III for being okay (and ‘not good boy’ for slowly draining his mother’s savings account ++ causing lots of worry)

Advisor meeting went BRILLIANTLY.
I am now heading into the analysis part of my thesis. 30-35 pages.

8 pages until next deadline.

ONLY 2 more chapters. 40 pages in total. AND. THEN. MY. THESIS. WILL. BE. FINISHED.

Share a TV show that raised you.

(Rewatching once a year for serotonin)

Spuffy4life btw

Writing a Ghoulcy fic because the noseless idiot and the girlie he claims not to like finally consumed me✨

I can feel my autism getting obsessed with Fallout. This is going to get expensive🫡 I WANT EVERYTHING.

I get to see Roy Khan do Kamelot😭

He’ll perform One Cold Winter’s Night in full for the 20th anniversary.

I will FUCKING CRY.

I am the fourth.

Once again I have procrastinated thesis writing until the last possible second. Progress hand-in is tomorrow at 9 pm.

I have 2 chapters to restructure and theory research to do and I DON’T WANNA.

Who decided that I should do a MA?? Oh. It was me. Out of spite cos one teacher told me I was dumb.

Chapter 2 of White Hellebore is out🖤

It contains Adar being distraught, Sauron being a massive bitch and a quote from the Exorcist.

Linked in the comments💕

Dentist went okay😭

Bought a bunch of little treats because I was brave.

My entire head is numb so I’m gonna try to not drool blood on the bus home👹