… thanks, mom . :)

i mean i guess so! don’t really know anyone else that well though .

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i don’t know, i’m not really part of anything anymore . haven’t been since i lost the show ehheaeh .

i have a nice little outfit i think

am i even allowed to go

i think you're doing fine with her .
not sure about your ... fiancé, though .

a red car is driving down a street with a group of people standing in front of it ALT: a red car is driving down a street with a group of people standing in front of it

// sending tactical trunk monkey after him

[ she pulls her hand away from mike’s as they reach the door . the movement is slow, not aggressive, but she seems to shrink in on herself at his words about tenna . she doesn't argue, but her eyes flicker away . ]

.. hi dad .

[ her voice is soft, not looking at him as she shuffles inside . ]

… thank you .
it’s been hard to feel like anything other than a mistake lately, hahaa .

i was kind of hoping that other little version of myself might grow up happier than i did . but she’s not even a week old and already thinks her dad doesn’t love her .

i think i’m just not meant to be happy, ever .

just another day— throw your cares away,
and laugh 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥-𝘪𝘯-𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥 with me.ᐟ
just another day, just another day—

a black and white rabbit is laying in a crib on a pink blanket . ALT: a black and white rabbit is laying in a crib on a pink blanket .

// ogh…

// bro i have gotta sleep its almos 8am and i havent slept in like 18 hours

// that is perfectly ok everyone should love her forever.

something like that .

[ she hesitantly takes his hands . her own are cold and clammy . ]

… i know .
he’s .. always good to me .

// yeaaaah.

// 9/11.

i didn't ask for it .
i didn't ask to be born .
i didn't ask to be made out of parts of people who hate each other .
i didn't ask to be a walking reminder of something awful .

… i just wanted to make people happy .
but i think i was just made to make everyone sad .

he let other people raise me because looking at my face made him remember a mistake he wanted to forget . i know that . i’ve known that for years .

i’m not some little naive kid anymore . i hear everything . i know how my existence makes everything harder .

it’s funny . i think everyone’s under the impression i’m too naive to know what’s happening . but i’m not stupid .

i know why i got cancelled .

it wasn't the ratings . wasn't the budget .

wasn't because the kids got bored or the times changed .

it was because he couldn't stand looking at me .

[ she’s incredibly tense, looking completely drained from recent events . she simply looks up at him, her expression blank and eyes heavy . ]

… sure .

[ several consecutive sneezes ]

♪ “ always be together, fair and stormy weather .

never growing older, never growing colder .

always be together, now and for forever . “ ♫

// yeah because he'd fucking burn down the kitchen if he tried

something like that .

seems to be the norm for me nowadays .

// what about annie huh.

// spamtenna

[ she doesn't flinch away when the little one nudges her . instead, she stays perfectly still, the numbness she’s feeling making her motions slow and heavy . ]

… i know . i don’t like the loud either .

[ her voice is quiet, flat, almost a whisper . ]

it’s okay . i’ll stay with you .