ok so
I heard some good news, so I am not feeling as shit anymore, but the problems mentioned before are still there (i.e feeling like people don't care about me as a person), but that's slowly being worked on too with some new people that came around
usually i don't really care but this shit feels forcing
also, some really fucking serious shit is said in the second image
I'd appreciate it (if you genuinely give a fuck about me as a person, and not just your fucking nsfw provider) to read it.
Thanks.
Happy grass day (This was drawn a good while ago, but I was saving it for today)
Happy grass day (This was drawn a good while ago, but I was saving it for today)
As for the break, I decided to remedy it instead of forcing my clients to wait longer, it just felt fair.
Will it have consequences?
Probably.
one tutorial and suddenly I am going crazy in blender or something
(and some help from a friend)
anyway, art comes soon
I am just enjoying this new talent of mine
yeah, if you're interested just message I guess, i'll give you the platform of choice assuming i have it
new friend circle sounds appealing
As if it wasn't bad enough, I also have a bad arthritis knot or whatever on my elbow apparently and that's worrying.
I *think* I have to take a break so it doesn't get worse?
Seems like the safest option.
Anyway, I'm sleeping for real now
If you know anything to help, please comment it, thanks
sorry in advance, tomorrow's me
lol...
welp
3 more days, then the special thing comes
the funny day
in the meantime,
my sleep schedule is backwards, my face feels blurred, and i
really want to find a different place to call home on this virtual place
though that's a problem for tomorrow's me
i'm sleeping for now
I also find it hilarious that e6, with all the shit it allows, rather you enjoy it or not, it's hilarious that a place that allows for stuff that IS a bit on the darker side has way less people throwing shit at each other over things than these places.
Genuinely, wtf have y'all done lmao
Like genuinely, it's partially both the site and the user's faults, the fact that people can label people as whatever they want is just so dumb and I will never get over the fact that it's so easy to widespread a misconception cause you're angry over fictional art that affects you in no way at all
jokes about the outage aside
both sites are insufferable to a degree, don't bother pretending one is perfect just cause you've ran to it and have nowhere planned to run to next
I literally got no idea where I'd go next if this goes south
But I ain't gonna pretend I feel comfy here either
Timeline so devious I got told it's forbidden
(Hilarious outage btw)
The sun is bigger than the moon after all
A certain duo
sometimes
right as you think you've healed mentally
one thing comes along and tears you right back to where you were years ago
i'm still gonna try to draw
wake up, at the least
get what i owe done, but man
i don't expect the sun to shine anymore
and no, i won't talk about it
Legendary username holy shit
also for anyone curious, the pixelation is intentional, the original game's default settings pixelated everything so.
THAT day is coming...
Expect a certain funny cat of mine...
this silly doodle is directed at a certain group of individuals
A WebFishing default cat character, and a RiftFishing cat character, both have exaggerated proportions and the WebFishing cat is complimenting the RiftFishing cat for having a nice ass, with the text of "Nice ass, rookie. You'll do just fine.".
Totally straight fisher dudes
client work today as the main focus
though I will also be cooking up a surprise for the followers
The White Cat from the game "Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion" also known as "Spooky's House of Jumpscares", anthrofied, and made absolutely voluptuous. Their proportions are hyper, and they are nude.
The White Cat from the game "Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion" also known as "Spooky's House of Jumpscares", anthrofied, and made absolutely voluptuous. They are speaking to the viewer, asking: "Is it clarity you seek, little one, or do you seek something more...invigorating?". Their proportions are hyper, and they are nude.
Spooky cat from Spooky game becomes dangerously huge
(Still working on client stuff, just didn't want posts to go too quiet / dry)
The White Cat from the game "Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion" also known as "Spooky's House of Jumpscares", anthrofied, and made absolutely voluptuous. Their proportions are hyper, and they are nude.
The White Cat from the game "Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion" also known as "Spooky's House of Jumpscares", anthrofied, and made absolutely voluptuous. They are speaking to the viewer, asking: "Is it clarity you seek, little one, or do you seek something more...invigorating?". Their proportions are hyper, and they are nude.
Spooky cat from Spooky game becomes dangerously huge
(Still working on client stuff, just didn't want posts to go too quiet / dry)
Like genuinely I'm kind of tired of being sad and crying for losers that can't even bother to fuss up to having a problem cause they're somehow more paranoid than me to confront a problem
So yeah, break is over mostly cause I'm done feeding the shit to them
I managed to get stuff figured out. Though the slight envy / jealousy is still there, I at the very least have accepted that the people that decided to just dip without a trace weren't worth my time to begin with if they're just gonna randomly stop being a friend for no reason tbh. Fuck them
That's entirely up to you, I won't force anything, I'm just tired of feeling trapped between having to decide rather I'm happier with less, or more, since it's really hard to tell lately
And it's not like I feel like I deserve any of them anyway so I doubt it's gonna change anything other than me having nobody to whine and cry about my problems to since apparently having emotions is a bad thing.