Thats her lover from a past life or a God. Either way this is divinity.

And all of this is absolutely inspired by my own personal struggles with being in situations where I had been forced to dissociate from myself. Which takes a toll on you mentally and physically over time. I don't want to -just- be providing a safe, fantasy container for people anymore.

Maybe even unlock new areas to explore. I'm a guide who isn't just gonna be dishing out fantasies and pain for healing; I wish to help mend. That will take other areas of skill and study than what I can provide with my experience with kink/bdsm.

I'm about being truama informed and helping people heal parts of themselves through a consensual, kink based, somatic, spiritual practice, so they can connect and be present with their whole selves again.

I'm absolutely doing things differently as a professional dominant. To bad if some folks won't "get it". I'm deeply thinking on my approach and what service I provide.

Like--I'm not comfy using Master, Lord, Majesty, Goddess, anything or the sort. Including nonbinary variations of them. I also tried Mx. but it still doesn't feel good for me cause it's a nonbinary form of Mr. which feels too formal. I've come up with some ideas....

Such as me trying to find a new bdsm title not been used before, as a professional kink provider, that isn't based in eurocentric words that come from genocidal, gentrified, hierarchical pasts. They just don't sit well with my personal spirit anymore.

I've not been active because I've been away sick but also reflecting on a lot. One thing that's come up for me is how I want to be perceived in my bdsm community now. I want to be seen as someone creating a new, progressive and open approach to professional domination as a whole.

🚨Please be careful with this unprofessional dirtbag Photographer.
He likes to prey upon the women in the industry. Here's a post from @octaviared.bsky.social on Twitter

Imagine this: On the evening of March 8, you and your spouse unlock the door to your apartment building. As you step inside, two men—not in uniform—push their way in behind you. They tell you your visa has been revoked and that they are there to deport you.

(10) People can't even use my f-ing pronouns so ofc this is a hot mess and I'm beyond pissed about it.

(9) AND I also can choose to be just as vocal about myself, as much as CIS endosex people discuss their junk or those who are trans and medically transition who talk about how they have different junk now.

(8) I'm tired of folks glossing over or constantly invalidating me not hiding the fact I'm intersex; like me being open about it Im fetishizing intersexism when I'm literally intersex.

(7) Like I grow a f-ing beard and stashe and bulk out without even exercising OFF TESTOSTERONE. And no I do not have PCOS.Now imagine what could happen when I start HRT.

(6) And now ya'll gonna have to hard swallow the fact I'm a man with TWO holes & a d!ck that's larger than anyone I've ever seen OFF TESTOSTERONE.

(5) Like yes---hello, I am reclaiming the word 'atrocity' who is proud of it given how I've spent my whole like dealing with bullsh*t because of it regardless of how I identified my gender.

(4) Personally I feel more dysphoric if I'm in a situation or in a conversation that implies I should be masking the fact I have a bvssy entirely or that I'm being assumed that I don't have a 🍆 when I have both.

(3) I know that some folks might be uncomfortable with how I describe myself but honestly that's a -them- problem; I feel grounded and esteem in myself being born intersex by describing myself as a nonbinary IX man versus JUST a nonbinary man.

(2) It also feels really good to be able too add my gender identity to my bluesky description so folks fully understand it. Which helps me also find the right crowd who'd be interested in me as a pr0-dominant and/or my 🌽 content, especially once I can start HRT & get top surgery next year.

(1) VENT :: Anywho I got around to updating everything and it feels really euphoric too be able to describe what I do that not many probably know about yet. A lot of the moves I'm making aren't out in the open yet but will be.

Such a terrible mindfuck this scene was. Predicament bondage that dreams are made of. Literally no escape 😵‍💫

Bts from a photo and video shoot I did with @jaredleesteiner (on IG). So excited I can share this here!

#needleplay #bondage #balletboots #playpiercing #fetish #predicamentbondage

Ohhhhh! Okay got you! Now that you put it that way I can see how you were surprised cause you didn't even remember if you signed anything nor if they even reached out. This just really made me feel shocked along with you though!

This is true but like, did you sign an agreement that this was okay? Did you even know they were going to do that? My point being is that you could sue for something like this. I personally find it very distasteful and disrespectful.

I would be LIVID if nobody told me I was in their magazine and have my tits out! Congrats but also WTF?!!! Did they at least credit you?

Once things are a bit more settled and flowing, I will be migrating my Fansly over to a different platform. But that is where all my self-made bdsm geared porn and erotica will go for now.

I'm also working on self-made prints of my art to sell at the show I'm in and at my party. My toes are dipped in many facets of experience, folks know who I am--I'm just further building my online presence now is all. ♡

I also found a plug to be able to cast my molds for my teeth grillz business that is soft launching this Summer. Just in case anyone may have preconceived assumptions that "I'm fake or not real" cause I'm THAT b*tch.

Sorry I've been so busy lately; I have a bday party this week, a ton of discussions around equity with a non-profit, finishing up my pro-domme site, attending my first local social, my debut Draglesqué performance & me directing my first queer porn with a studio with eight others end of the month.