happy fucking whatever. 19!!!

seriously guys how did the animatronic squid figure out how the supposed core of your existence actually works before so many of you. i'm really fucking confused

and when i say "weird" i'm referring to the fact that i somehow understand and accept how human emotions work better than the vast majority of actual humans. denying the effect that emotions have on a person because they're experiencing them in a way that you don't like is very objectively strange.

just because i understand the way that humans think and perceive social situations doesn't mean i'll comply with their abstract nonsense btw. it is so much easier on me to not have to think and rethink every word i say just so it can't be read in a displeasing way to someone who's weird anyways

i think this is what the other guy was talking about

for what purpose does jesus have to fear the words and opinions of the mortal?

it just occurred to me that my fear of taking up too much space in the discord server where one of my friend groups reside in is inherently irrational because not only am i loved there but i'm also a moderator. if someone is unnecessarily mean to me i literally don't have to take it

big cat is big mad because in response to him meowing obnoxiously to be let out of the bathroom that he waltzed into out of his own free will immediately upon me turning the water off, i used him as a towel to dry my freshly washed hands.

for anyone wondering, he makes for a very poor towel.

i found out recently that the random pain i get may be emotional distress manifesting as somatic symptoms due to emotional repression. the punchline is that this discovery won't change anything because i don't feel particularly strongly in regards to the pain and therefore have no reason to fix it

been a while, ey? photos are color-corrected to look how they appeared to me in real life.

#photography

that was the most inspiring ending of any yume nikki fangame i've ever played, next to the original yume nikki's ending. it has reawakened my christmas spirit after all of the tragedy that has struck me around this time, such as my father leaving me and the december 19th wordle. thank you so much

it is my destiny to be submerged in a body of water and accumulate years of water damage until i'm completely unsalvageable why am i D R Y

tbh if i died i would be pretty honored to have my corpse be used in a game. i intend on making art out of the corpses of my loved ones who i outlive, and i wouldn't mind being used in someone else's art after my own passing.

having medical trauma and being trans is a nightmarish combination of traits to live with

i'm so tempted to pin this fucking tab and just have it on my browser at all times i feel like this needs to be preserved

if i click away and back arrow to the previous screen it doesn't fix the quality at all i fuckigcant

somehow, some way, the fandom wiki managed to reduce the quality of the tsukasa 1 star card to microballs when it appeared in the "Explore" tab. i am laughing disproportionately hard at this

art.

problem: bug in toilet. i fear it
solution: he pronoun in bio. i piss standing up

hello, thank you for being here :)

#photography

if you were born on the 4th day of july then congratulations they are lighting those fireworks off in your area exclusively for You

fourth of july is over. reminder that it doesn't actually exist because america isn't real. the only holidays celebrated on this day are people's birthdays

oh and i forgot to mention the fact that they moved the washer and dryer from the laundry room out to the fucking lawn overnight. just. i don't even know why. they also have this??? fence thing. that they have underneath the stairs. for some fucking reason. they moved that outside too

my apartment is truly a magical place. they decided to change the carpet in the main hallway without telling us. boy, i love toxic fumes!!!!! but what gets me is that one of the handrails leading up to the entrance to the building has been completely fucking destroyed for no apparent reason

featuring screenshot i did not draw as the background, i found the Forget-Me-Not location in Collective Unconscious with a friend yesterday and decided to draw Shelly based on it :) time to tag two fandoms who have nothing to do with each other!

#dandysworld #collectiveunconscious #shellyfossilian

it is pride month! happy pride month!

i think this year, it would be nice to be my other half more often. maybe then i can "disappear". maybe 18 years was enough. maybe it's time for her to take my place entirely.

i thought about the bones in my arm too long and now i can feel them

3/31/2025
Ice-pocalypse, Pt2.
#photography