made my best work after staying awake 24h too long now gonna make my new best work halfwqy throguh a fast TRUST guys TRUSTTTT

on the bright side at least my art this semester is gonna be fire my tutors wont know whats gonna hit them im filled with so much angst.

can't wait to inevitably go back to my therapist in a few months and say that oh yeah i actually relapsed everything a few weeks after u discharged me saying u were so proud of how much i had healed. and fuck i genuinely had healed from it all.

hunched over in my room at 2am like a fucked up kinda spider

dunno if im more physically or mentally ill rn but i know for sure i dont feel good i guess we ignore it and pretend nothing is wrong

down a kg lfg

back from holiday so i can finally eat what i want but also now im not going on huge walks up mountains and shit is this a win or a lose

i refuse to redownload twitter but man is my ed returning stronggggg