I'll probably die if I get fired today

Let me be a dreamerman

I'm moving in accelerated time

I'm liquid smooth

It's so funny that my life is ending

Let's make it happen

sorry i cant see you again because of some shit i pretty much made up in my head.

I'm supposed to be a brilliant scientist that creates the next thing that will advance humanity's evolution

Good morning to those who wake up and are not dead

Can I pay you to kick me, I won't react

I need to get kicked and punched more

There's no joke, it's just me and my thoughts in the end although those are jokes to some

I'll goon to death, that's how I'll go out

I'm running low on words, this is not good

I'll fuck everything up, it's my destiny

A wise turtle told me to do things wisely and I kicked the turtle to oblivion, dumbass turtle I hate it

The abyss calls me, like a prostitute waiting to be fucked, I'll fuck the abyss, regretfully but hard regardless

I chose to be like this and walk this path and I'll be punish by that

It's all my fault!

I can't get out of this place

I wonder what a normal person would do in my situation

I'm impotent

When I lose control is art

Me, it's all about me

I'll need to calm down, I can't go down like this, I can't sink too low or I'll not be able to forgive myself

Fuck the world, I'll just burn everything to the ground

I'm not a teenager anymore so I have no excuse to be fucked up, I'm just insane and I can't do nothing about it

I need actual drugs, like fr, I need to feel different today, tomorrow and the rest of my life