i hate you luigi's unburnt form sprite for mario's monday night massacre v2

I need him so bad bro

and it doesn't make it better when it's a thing im newly fixated on because ill just want to talk about it more. i feel so annoying.

i love my friends. all of them. i really do. but my mind wants to try and convince me so bad that they think negatively of me every time i lose myself.
it shouldn't even be a big deal, we don't hang out *that* often. but that cycle repeats every single time we do. fuck man.

it repeats every time; i hang out with friends, i have fun, i get carried away, get too excited and don't realize it until its over, then once we call it off for the day im stuck wondering if i was too annoying or hyper.

sometimes i feel like i don't deserve my friends.

feel better

: (

i hope you're ok

i feel annoying

i hope i didn't do anything

ive lived with them my whole life i do everything i can for them

im not ready to lose them. ill never be ready

close mutuals of mine still being on twitter really bums me out

i said the wrong thing again im sorry

i hope you're okay

I CANT SAY ANYTHING WITHOUT ITSOUNDING LIKE IM GUILKT TRIPPING ?

i woiuld not survive a day in the real world oh my god im such a fuckig failure

im so scared to say amything

i dont even know what to do anymore without messing things up i dont know how youre not sick of me im so sory

ifeel sick i feel like an obstacle i only get in the way i ruin jokes i ruin conversations i ruin everything

im sorry i dont say anything to you im sorry i keep ruining moments i don tknow whats wrong with me lately it hurts so bad

couldnt sleep oop s

i cannot keep track of the Time i always keep him up too late : (

i rely too much on the positive reception of others to keep me going

i probably upset him

uggghf

sorry but i just can't be in the same servers with them it's really messing me up.

im Really not liking this guy

ofc

hitting one thousand will be my greatest life achievement