welp that site is down again

soical media needs a do over like take me back to pre pandemic pls everything has gotten worse this decade

Ok i promise to post more on here but lowkey this app still feels very “suburban” so im like barely on here

this is nvm touching the light of day i fear

I'm trying to get better at this vgm thing idk

Jerry from hoppers

oh people hate fun

the end of it was supposed to be a sketch of leon’s glove but it wasn’t really the main focal point

Twitter broke so heres my first time drawing an arm

🎙️

getting better at my confident lines I think

I’m gonna need all the help I can get 😭

Drawing tablet came in today I’m so excited to officially start my artistic journey :)

Ty 😭😭

ok I’m proud doing this on a mouse

Oh but with all means I would like some resources to start off with

Oh I’m not interested in screen tablets atm because of preference and I don’t want to deal with a hot hand on screen so I’m mostly looking at friends suggesting the intous pro ones

I tried buying one only for Amazon to not process my order because it’s not accepting my gift card

now I just need a drawing tablet and then my artist journey starts

Gonna post my discord incase ppl want to know when ill be streaming in the future discord.com/invite/uADMB...

Gonna stream me playing re9 in insanity mode tonight like 8pm est

Trying to save up for a new graphics card is hell like this is so tedious I’m at almost half way on getting it but like just seeing this price for one pc part idk if I even need to upgrade anything else

the way I believe the dead internet theory is real like

like it’s really just I declined over $200 this month of promo because I’m just burnt out with what they want to make me say and overall social media like I really don’t feel like I have any free will to do anything and I feel like I’m trapped

anytime you see me talking about any pop music or anything related in that manner is always because I’m getting paid to I don’t listen to any of these artists they make me get paid to promote for and it’s getting hard and hard trying to sound authentic and believable enough like I care and I hate it

I’m getting hit up to do promos for companies like kalshi and polymarket and it’s like I’m respectfully declining because I do not like being a sellout for betting companies no matter what the pay is

I really need to get into streaming so I can have fun but also earn money because while I used to like being on Twitter before that man ruined it it’s been really gruesome making side cash and also being freelance I dont enjoy getting paid to talk about pop culture anymore when I don’t care for it

like sometimes I think is it really just me being a nuisance with anything I say I feel like I let people take advantage and when I stand on my ground when needed be then I get told that I’m either aggressive or a flat or r slur

Like me saying I think having rtx off for the game looks better and you have pretentious capitalists tech snobs being classist and elitist calling me poor and gaslighting me into thinking I’m dumb because I point out both positive and negative things shown with rtx tracing like I’m so nice about it😭

like the way anything I tweet always ends outside my circle I forget that I’m a big account at times so I’m not expecting to wild people’s feathers over me stating an observation based on my opinion about a game’s engine using ray tracing reflections over classic space screen reflections