one thing about using dating apps, is that it forces me to become more confident in ways that are scary to me

thank you. it was so-so, but my therapy went great!

i did not get out of bed until 5pm today… yeah good thing therapy starts tomorrow 🤣

it’s okay! i’ve been feeling the same way so you’re not alone 💛

they suck but i don’t get out to meet people so i’m doing what i can 😭

they really tryna make me use tinder god no

why does hinge only allow you a couple of likes per day… i am.. not paying for this shit pls be for real

omg people are wild and very bold omg

last year when i tried this, it actually wasn’t too bad like what is happening

lord jesus i logged into the dating apps again and i’m getting nothing but pervy losers already

tried to replace one of my problems by giving myself another problem, and you can imagine how well that’s went for me 😅

laying in bed, trying to pretend my problems don’t exist

good morning besties 🐣

i hope everyone is doing well and having a lovely weekend <3

listening to the sounds of the storm until i fall asleep

sirens just started going off 😭

my friends: exist
me: 🥺😭

stay safe 💛

thank you! i’m trying my best

anyways, it was refreshing being out of the house. as soon i walked in my room, i just got filled with dread.

what do you mean tornado watch… take it back

going shopping before my appointment today so i’m not sitting at home in my anxieties :)

good morning. i am so glad that i see my psychiatrist today.

hopefully soon i will have better updates to share 💛

day 6, 5/10. slept amazing but woke up to lots of ocd struggles and negative self thoughts. i’m so ready for my follow up appointment tomorrow bc this week has been rough. shoutout to my besties for pulling me through 😭

the chaos of this app not working is being my comedic relief today

bsky messier than my moods lately

taking a deep breath and maybe going to bed early tonight

day 5, i’ll say another 6.5/10. barely slept at all. dealt with some sadness in the morning hours. mood improved but i still feel eh at best.