wow my first bsky hit

this will be your touhou gateway drug. Listen to kero 9 destiny afterwards and all will change

i know i posted this on main on twitter bc it was too good to pass up but i really am very proud of this LMFAO

its 4/20 maybe i will enjoy a little gummy. as a treat

i have to let myself be proud that i got something done today that ive been so behind on. i have to let myself have that much i think

I'M STUCK IN A LOOP

i need someone to shoot me honestly

shit has been so stressful on top of me being sick half the time that im having to pick up instacarting. guh

im freaking the fuck out dude i scheduled to see my doctor again soon but if i have to get my tonsils out im screwed financially haha

AHHHH

why the fuck dont doctors exam you anymore i keep noticing this

i think my tonsil is swelling up again i caaant i cant do this man

i think i know why beefs shirt is just HELP

i cant keep pretending im doing fine but i feel pathetic and dumb for it !!! stupid

at this point depression just feels cruel

ohh god its so scary bro

scary thought that has finally reached my brain: the idea of making an album

i want to sleep but i have to make sure no more water tries to damage my stuff fuck me dude

hag

(happy birthday >:])

i feel like crying because the rain is leaking into my space and its really bad and im trying to keep it at bay but im running out of towels and sheets and other things i can use im so scared of my shit getting damaged

im going to therapy today at least i guess but im stressed bc i cant even afford it lol

idk. its probably not a good idea to talk about what im going through publicly but ive lost all joy and i dont really know what to do

mentally im on my last legs lol im tempted to go back to outpatient

ohh this is so helpful thank you so much
im really bad with social anxiety in games like this solo but maybe i can try with a friend down the line

thoguhts so far (i swapped some out) (im not filling out this whole chart this is just for me to start with)

i want to get into ss14 but idk where to start