sorry I dont post here a lot anymore, its lost a lot of luster after my girlfriend stopped posting here

it used to be all so shrimple

anyway this is a fan art of a fan art i did yesterday

getting excited about art and drawing again is honestly what's keeping me going

@rejectedspacecatart · RejectedSpaceCat This is my art blog for dumping art i am still learning

if anyone has tumblr you can follow my art blog where im just gonna post my learning process and stuff i wanted to draw okay thanks
www.tumblr.com/rejectedspac...

changing my entire profile just to feel something

Stoner and a bottom?? you're a pothole

keep finding cursed pre hrt pictures which is actually great because I then realize how far my progress has actually been (here's your comparison about 2 and a half years apart)

You're so goddamn real for this

this made me think of when my first ex basically said i was everything she was looking for in a woman but as a man, which is very funny in retrospect

"You have a hairstyle that makes you look like you'd be working at a bakery" @rustictoaster.bsky.social

today feels heavy

i want her to take my clothes off like the sexy part of a reeses cup

not with that attitude you won't

acceptable

anyway its literally my birthday tomorrow what did you get me

feels surreal to almost be 30, idk i just never expected to live this long i guess

Managed to eat a full meal despite my stomach hating me for it rn

you're good don't worry

food aversion/ARFID is kicking my ass this week

cheer ill drink to that

ugh what i am supposed to do when my moms love felt conditional for so long growing up and she now pretends like it never was ugh ugh ugh ughu ugh

im literally so in love with her it's not even funny

i hate looking into mental disorders sometimes because it's like, oh yeah i do that all the time and then i have to add it to the list

drum moment

do u drink or eat soup

nothing i take or do correlates to it either idk whats going on lately