i need to go running.....

reminds me of benzo times. it's not the same physical sensation but it's the same overwhelming crippling feeling

this week is simultaneously uneventful and very eventful and also one of the most challenging few days of my life. nothing is even happening and it's hard as hell to be alive rn

thinking about my girlfriend (me)

ty :)

my body has changed shape a lot

menace to my coworkers a little bit

been using the word beautiful a lot lately

i don't want to change my name because i share it with this really sweet beautiful girl across the country

the most beautiful cum rag award goes to...

my thoughts come from my brain. don't worry

i have the most beautiful bedroom in the world

big same, gaming at desk sucks

i don't have a lot to offer the world these days

I look really good today and I have a date and I get to see one of my favorite bands… the stars have aligned for Sweet old remy

for my ass, too

deleted twitter in an attempt to reclaim my brain. it's working but oh look here i am... i simply desire to post

five-day cycle doing things for my breasts goddamn

i'm not pretty like all the time pretty i'm pretty like "woah no one really looks like that and in this light you look kinda cool" pretty

feeling light today in my post-crashout glow

how quickly i forget my struggles! i haven't had to truly shave for a minute now, something that has caused me so much consternation over the last two years. and now i catch myself taking it for granted

i'm ok!

i want to say something but i just can't conjure a self right now. check back later

i thought i looked terrible today but that is why i take pictures. to look back and see i actually looked quite fish

high speed calm air tonight

innovations in making it weird

it was so beautiful i've never taken more screenshots of dialogue

i am feeling really good today :)

finally.... someone who can love me for me