Hello, Bluesky! I can finally officially announce I've been granted the honor of being an ArenaNet Partner! So, of course, I had to make a little debut post featuring my beautiful fangy man, Maelmordha. Thank you so much! 🫡 #guildwars2 #gw2 #quenart

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i got it, i in fact got 2 of the highest rarity drops 😭😭😭

my contribution to this month's magma board btw!!!

now rng complaining, ive been afking in this one game for 3 days straight and haven't gotten the thing i was tryna get 😭✌️

if complaining works as it should, i should get it soon 😁

i'll post something more lighthearted soon 😅😅

my embarrassment and anxiety is eating at my potential to be as joyful and whimsical as possible 😭🙏

hell i rmb being way too embarrassed to even specify what i wanted in a raffle prize and the artist had to reassure me that it was okay

i complimented someone's freckles on twt on their face reveal once and they told me their freckles were fake and i swore off doing anything like that again

I get embarrassed to search up fandom related stuff like ??? no one else is looking at my phone am i okay ????? its like "oh i wanna read x fanfics" then i dont bc im too embarrassed to even search for x 😭😭😭😭😭😭

or it can be getting embarrassed over tying my hair in public ????? (why literally why) or ordering stuff when other ppl i know are next to me or simply walking into a store selling blindboxes/cards or admitting i was sleepy or getting a drink from the fridge when im not alone

i also dont know how to not be embarrassed, i can get embarrassed over everything and really small and dumb stuff too 💔

it can be "normal" like admitting i actually didnt know something or admitting that i got scared or asking for stuff/help

on a side note, i found that if you're really anxious and cant seem to calm down, u just gotta eat a lemon or ice, and good news, my friend said it works when i suggested it 😅

gotta shock ur system yanno 😀

i think that fear has gotten a teensy bit better with me being able to actually leave the house at times ... i keep getting paranoid about something watching/following me zz

i dislike planes, cars and buses, crossing the road or wtv and then my mom started telling me abt how trains can explode too as if it will make me feel better . no ? dont tell me that ?1?1?1??? why would that make me feel better ??????!!!!!! are u trying to make thinsg worse ???

its so annoying i hate it so much, along w the fact i always think everything is going to k!ll me – like literally everything. it could be the fan falling, the building collapsing, any electrical thing exploding etc

im so tired man

i cant deal w thunder, fireworks and planes passing by, or even rain pounding on the car when im in it, its so loud and the feeling is so intense i feel like im going to die/actually dying

Gifted him binoculars in reference to this edit I made 3 years ago

YEAHHHHHH

good vibes 😭😭😭

digital art. head drawing of a humanoid character with plant-like features. she's pink with wavy teal hair. her eyes are bright red.

digital art. head drawing of a humanoid character with plant-like features, a race from Guild Wars 2. she's blue with pastel orange straight hair.

Meadow and Nyravie as plant ladies 🌱

🏷️ #art #ocs #guildwars2 #sylvari

the dragon knights in top 10 bro LMAOOO (as they should 😭😭😭)

why cant depression leave me aloooneeee youve been here since i was like 11-12 oh my godddd go awayyy !!!!!!!!! 💔💔💔

if it doesn't go away soon it'll actually be around for half of my life !!!! 😭😭😭

i dont like posting depressing things here but yk i dont really have a proper outlet 😵‍💫

depression's getting worse again these past 2 days i thought it waa gonna be that time of the month again ahaha i haven't gotten it for a while bc of my terrible eating habits (on a side note i need need to take my meds 😀)

seeing sab made me depressed again lmaoo i've been waiting since last sab to play with my old friends but we don't talk anymore ... im not too sure why either and its made me too sad to even open gw2 😞

yesterday night i got a bit depressed thinking about how the only person i properly talk to on a daily basis is my brother (nothing wrong w him but compared to pre feb when i'd talk to my old friends everyday, its ... idk)

and then he told others (this was in a big dc server) that i was "picky" with the ppl i interact w bc i said hi then went to sleep 😭

my dni is literally "dont be problematic and have morals" bro are u ok and whats wrong w being picky anyway LOL 😭😭

suddenly thinking abt the guy who apparently read my carrd then proceeded to misgender me bc my carrd was "too nice????" like god forbid a man actually does up his carrd nicely 😭✌️

ive never had voice dysphoria until i was like 16??? bc younger, ppl over vc used to ask me what my gender was 😭✌️

the urge to cut my hair like it'll fix everything, i love long haired men but i dont look like a maannn NOOOOoooooo.......i wish my voice was deeper 😞😞😞😞😞

me when i question my gender AGAIN but im hit with a wave of dysphoria. ya ok i get it, i just need to transition and be the femboy i was always meant to be 😭😭😭😭😭😭