i sometimes really wish i could just slash myself open to stop the pain and thoughts

i met this girlie from Kazachstan at a concert and now we are planning Prague and Vienna trip it’s so random but i hope it will work out

i drank energy drink cause i slept for only 4hrs and for the first time it made me so anxious my hands were shaking i couldn’t sit still and i had hard time breathing it was so weird

i feel awful why can’t i just have friends wtf is wrong with me

i got so much car anxiety i sold my car and my family make fun of me for that lol

i was supposed to go on our brake with two girls and then run away didn’t tell me where they are going and when t i found them they laughed in my face……that’s why i don’t really have friends lol

i am waiting for artemis 2 splashdown which is in about an hour but i have to wake up in 5 hours for school i will be dead….

life update i and doing so good but i still feel the need to vent sometimes so bare with my nonsense if you will

i lost access to this account so if anyone want to be moots again that would be cool…….