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a sketch mock up layout for a character reference sheet with one full body and one bust for $75
a sketch mock up layout for a character reference sheet with two full bodies and two busts for $100
as Art Fight creeps closer, i'm opening up these simple flat-rate refs sheets
📍prices in USD
📍payment via PayPal invoice
📍DM if interested!
Medic polishing Spy's shoe while he's sat in a chair and smoking, looking happy and smug. Spy's foot is on Medic's crotch while Medic looks up sheepishly at him. The dialogue is as follows. Spy: Medic, how nice of you to offer to polish my shoes... And for no favor you would like from me? Medic: Aheh... Well... Maybe one...
Spy is stepping on Medic's bare cock with his shoe, both of them being dressed otherwise. Medic is enjoying it very much, biting his finger and whining and moaning. Spy chuckles and his line is as follows: You are a delight, Docteur. (Translator's note: Docteur means doctor)
We continue the reposting with one of my favorite arts AND favorite ships, yippee!! and uhhh yeah it has stepping on a dick but at least the shoe is, indeed, clean
#tf2nsfw #sexupdate #medicnsfw #spynsfw #kirknsfwart
Melon
#teamfortress2
I don't want to shoot videos
I don't want to post tutorials
I don't want to show my process
I don't want to pour varnish
I don't want to turn my canvas
I don't want to record my screen
I don't want to cultivate parasocial relationships
I just want to make pictures and shitpost
On top of reasons of role deconstruction and bodily autonomy, this is one reason why it's so important to many people in power to eradicate trans folk.
If you're secure with yourself, feeling good BEING yourself, they can't tell you you're broken and then sell you a "fix"
The Free Speech Coalition is serious about starting an adult industry credit union. Part of this is being able to show regulators that enough people would use it, so please fill out this form if you're interested!
(Yes, credit unions can issue credit cards!)
www.freespeechcoalition.com/survey
Infograph about censorship. It compares it to magnets.
Sorted my thoughts about censorship, so I can stop thinking about it.
I truly think there isn’t a single person object or even idea that has taken up as much of my brain space as Rene has over the last 10 years
I’ve organized multiple significant events in my life around this silly little guy. He’s MY silly little guy.
being an artist is funny bc I’ll look at something I drew, go “this single line I drew in a second fails to communicate my love of clothing folds. I am a failure” and then go to sleep for 2 hours
After swallowing my own pride I’ve gone forward w this—despite how much i hate making these posts
Aims to move out for my own sake & my future are falling through financially
Any donations or even shares are appreciated—it’s been a very difficult spot amidst so much going on.
gofund.me/c03ae8268
the actual eroticism of hurt/comfort is that the comfort is an element of the hurt. it is painful for those wounds to be tended to, it is humiliating to be vulnerable in that way, and they are forced to bear it. THAT is what’s horny about it
what they don't tell you about growing up is not only can you keep playing dolls but you can optimize your workday around playing with dolls
jay's anatomy
#tf2oc #manncosexupdate
That being said I was also tired of explaining “he’s technically my interpretation of a semi canon compliant blu spy that I fleshed out a detailed backstory and personality for along with a custom loadout set”. “He’s a tf/2 oc” is so much easier to write
He’s not *unrecognizable*, though, I think people can recognize him if I simply put him in a blue pinstriped suit, but once I remove that context many people don’t actually clock that he’s supposed to be the spy. And if the character can’t be recognized as the canon one anymore, that’s an OC
Like Rene was functionally a loadout oc, even though tbh I’d argue that he’s closer to canon spy than many people’s interpretations of canon spy but I label him as an oc so I’m freer to interpret him however I want
Actually bring back the concept of loadout ocs we need more of that. Ik people are hesitant to label canon characters as ocs but this is a unique case where they’re literally designed to be templates for the player to customize
Bc at some point I did kinda look at the stuff going on in the fandom and think ‘what did I even enjoy about this?’ for awhile. Like yeah we all can do whatever we want it’s a free country etc but when are these just loadout ocs yknow?
And eventually you end up with takes like “what if scout isn’t actually from Boston” or something like that (not a real take I’ve seen but I also wouldn’t be surprised if it exists). So anyway going to the source material now and then does kinda remind me of why I like these guys in the first place
The downside is that eventually you do kinda get this flanderization effect where people join the fandom and read all the fanfics and make their own fics based on fanfics and it turns into a copy of a copy of a copy sort of situation where each copy gets more and more distorted
even though they make up for it in personality. But even then, we only see a few sides of that personality. The amount of canon material doesn’t go very deep, so you’re able to stretch the believability much further than you would otherwise be able to with other series
T/f2 is especially easy to do this to bc a) the fandom is quite old and b) the mercs are archetypes, not full characters like in other fandoms. They’re templates—you can choose what directions to continue spinning them in. They lack the same depth of backstory that most other characters have
all the typical, expected explorations of canon characters have already been done forwards and back dozens of times over, yes even trope subversions, and people have started to try and one-up each other with how unique their headcanons are until the characters are almost unrecognizable
Ugh I kinda forgot how good classic regular canon med/icspy is, like I’ve spent too long dealing with fan material I need to go back to the roots the originals. And also some of the older fics. I feel like t/f2 does suffer a little from being an old fandom with tons of works
Great mini thread and I'd like to add:
The phrase "steal like an artist" was used a lot in school, with the idea being that you should always reference so many sources, picking up a bit from here and there, that at the end you've created something completely new.
Red spy, blue spy
#tf2 guys
#TeamFortress2
That said, in the beginning Alois is happy to do lights off and go at Rene’s pace, but he really really wants to see Rene’s face… he wants to see his lover in the throes of ecstasy.. Rene likes to hide so this perceiver vs the perceived dynamic happens quite a lot
Also alois likes the lights on and Rene likes the lights off, they can compromise by dimming the lights but Alois does eventually win out (Rene likes the lights off bc of shyness, and Alois helps him feel less shy and more confident)
The foreplay can be lights on though. That’s fine.