Always have such weird feelings about this day. “Visibility” is such a fraught concept for me. Additionally, no amount of work has resulted in me looking visibly trans to other people. Nobody clocks me. They just think I look strange and not in the cool way. Like I tried to hide and failed
My weekend my weekend my weeekeeenndd it’s weekend time baby. I have no plans and it’s all mine
Hoouurrhgh why did I even make this account. It is not less embarrassing to exist here.
The daydream about ditching my entire online presence and starting over is persistent. Why would I think it would help
B. Kilban
B. Kilban
It’s extremely fun to
Weird news cycle today
I want to draw the kinds of furries I like, and the kinds of furries my gf likes, and the kinds of furries everyone else likes, and I need to make ref sheets of all my characters but include all their different forms alkdfjlaksdjf
I want to make simple, bold abstract art with posca markers and I want to make scientific illustrations and posters explaining my favorite biological concepts and I want to design tiny worlds and I want to draw cute furries and design people's fursonas and make sprites for my game idea(s)
I have a bunch of people inside me fighting about what kind of art I should be making
I wish I was real
I have to practice drawing traditionally so I can draw in peoples sketchbooks without feeling scared at the con AAGGH
I’m going to a convention in a few days and I’m pretty anxious over the idea that I am not a fun person to be around and am actually really insufferable and the people who I talk to on the internet just don’t realize it yet
She’s my baby and she’s beautiful #invertefest
I bet I can break 3k on main before the new year if I draw more bait (my excellent fursona)
I read:
- Hunters Unlucky series by Abigail Hilton
- Dogs of War series by Adrian Tchaikovsky
- A scattering of other Adrian Tchaikovsky sci-fi
- First 2 Farseer novels by Robin Hobb
I’m actually reading again. I’m finally reading again like I loved to when I was younger. I set a goal of reading 10 books this year and actually made it to 13
I sort of want to tell people this is here but also don’t want every single mutual on my main here tbh so it’s just going to be what it is and I’ll hope people figure it out
Today I posted “my opinion on this difficult topic is nuanced” and almost immediately had someone messaging me to needle me about those nuances so yeah it’s reached critical mass I think. No more fully being myself on main. I am worn out
Ok I’m done waiting for private accounts. I have to make a separate space or I’m going to lose my mind. I’m following over a thousand people on my main account because I cannot help myself
Did he really not have a single guest with some curiosity about the natural world? Or is there some mechanism scrubbing all media with this location in its metadata from the internet
THIS NIGHTMARE
WILL BE
IN FULL COLOR
the Marathon alpha released recently and its environments are covered with assets lifted from poster designs i made in 2017.
@bungie.net @marathonthegame.bungie.net
video for snake enthusiasts
A frog in the house… the frog likes candy… this universe is wild
Rather than looking at the size, look at the distance between them. Males' eyes will be crammed together with very little space between them, or space on top of the head - you can see the male here only has space for 3 or so hairs on his head, while the female has a little tuft.
Set before Adrian Tchaikovsky's SERVICE MODEL, the newly-promoted head of Human Resources for a multinational conglomerate navigates their new role in a world where humans are increasingly redundant.
"Human Resources" by @aptshadow.bsky.social is out at Reactor now!
reactormag.com/human-resour...
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