i feel like people are ignoring me or don’t want to be around me and i’m really not sure why or what i did..

i can’t work all i keep thinking about is Silver from deadlock 🙂‍↕️😵‍💫😵‍💫

We can't keep meeting like this.

#deadlock

every single republican who voted for this deserves to be put in a wood chipper

B BACKWARDS DOES NOTHING 😭 oh that’s worse than i thought lol

wait as in like they’ve been doing A style instead of B style????

spent hours on a project with 0 help only to be told i did it wrong and need to redo it 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

absolute immunity will not save you from a bullet

the only good ICE agent is a dead ICE agent

fuck you if you voted for this trash

in 2026 we’re re-establishing work life balance.

i don’t live to work
i work to live

focusing on my life more this year rather than this job..

2026 goals:
✅ record and edit the video i scripted

✅ try to put out at least 3 videos this year

✅ be less depressed (easier said than done)

✅ get money

✅ work less, enjoy family/friend time more

✅ save for wedding

finding a place where you feel like you belong feels impossible when you are almost 30.. too employed to hang out during the day, too tired from the week to do anything else on the weekends.. plus i gotta play catch up for all that i missed.. it’s very depressing..

DODGERS IN 7 BABBBBBYYYYYYYYYY

oh the bullpen came through tonight my god

will klein absolutely insaneeee

YESSS I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!!

i got logged out of my twitter and i don’t feel like logging back in rn.. what have i missed?

i’ve got the best mac and cheese in the oven right now.. i’ll show when it’s done!

pick a number 1-100

i gotta check out the Magdalena bay album.. i haven’t had the chance yet..

what’s your top 5 of the year looking like?

comatose and rare animal are some of my favorites for sure.. so much good music came out this year and it started so insanely strong too!!

i started listening to glass beach this year,, like for the first time ever when Plastic Death came out and it’s absolutely a peak album..

top song artists if curious:
1. cr1tter
2. pool kids
3. glass beach
4. glass beach
5. kendrick lamar

how does my job expect me to work from home when i have the MOST GORGEOUS person in the world walking around the house looking so good all the time,,💕🥰😵‍💫

i feel this so much,, it be the smallest things that just shut down the whole day,,

yeah i’d be down 🥺

while the games i played yesterday were fun i overall had an awful time at the local yesterday.. being misgendered constantly and having like no one interact with you outside of check in is just, not a great feeling.. got snubbed on +r sets with people and just felt.. alone i guess

maybe next time

progesterone knocks my ass out so fast,, it’s been pretty nice for my insomnia

it’s still a little freaky when i fall asleep on the couch and wake up in bed with my dogs and fiancée next to me..

but the sleep feels good

and the dreams are fucking weird and vivid lol

i love levels in games that demand perfection from the player! things like

- celeste 7C (especially 3rd screen)
- darker side of the moon: Super Mario Odyssey
- the symbol levels: astro bot
- SS Ishin: Sekiro

what else is there that i haven’t seen?

i need 24 hours to process what i just watched with arcane,,