questioning if hope can be a several years long matter of knowing that death is more complicated or if that's something else

it can really feel like i'm not allowed to live. like i'm just meant to hold out in incremental diminishment until it's all over. as if aspirations are curated fiction more than blueprint. that my path crossed some horizon and is now assuredly too under-nourished to meet what was meant to be lived.

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find people who love you for the very things that you were shamed into suppressing

gonna beam my girlfriend into a tamagotchi device so i can care for her always and keep her close to me at all time

It's wild that etymology is "this term probablyyyy came from that" for most of modern English, but in the future linguists will be able to be like "oh that word was invented by user Memelord69420 in a YouTube comment posted June 11, 2013 on a video titled One Guy, One Cup Dubstep Remix"

psa 2 self

I like to refer to myself as a hypothetical bisexual, de facto lesbian, etc, as an indictment of men

Like there was a time when I fellated cock indiscriminately but y'all can't respect women & minorities so you've lost orifice privileges, and it's a shame too bc I'm quite an accomplished cocksucker

you're right i ought to keyword search topics and solicit comments. winners are found in the trenches of questioning what boundaries are. what good is a welcome desk when the ventilation ducts are in the same building. work from the top down. land in the ceo's office chair and concuss with tenacity.

i need the interesting and sweet friends in my life to quit fucking the people who've done them wrong. if you're interesting and sweet and think we could be friends, i sure hope you're not fucking the person who doesn't care about your feelings the same way you care about theirs. you deserve better!

no joke, bunch of booths with people standing around their qr code to pull up a tab for application. while they tell you they're not hiring. could've given people those qr codes in an email or even in the entry pamphlet but they just had to make people compete for parking alongside a baseball game.

in this home we split *the chair* and all the repurposed plastic bags around it, as god intended

there was a cleavage shot that was meant to go with this post but this site is still only ideating the concept of private accounts in 2026

forcing myself to go to a job fair in a conservative area and the only asset i sport is a several-years-old padded bra wahoo

the fact that i have to perform femininity might actually be the least of my problems. i am struggling to build a future for myself. if only u knew how bad things really are

i think this is what annoys me about the "transmisogyny hurts all women when they dont do gender correctly" stuff. basically everything about my quality of life is worse and that's not the same as men being more rude to u bc ur not wearing mascara no offense

Of The Empire We will be known as a culture that feared death and adored power, that tried to vanquish insecurity for the few and cared little for the penury of the many. We will be known as a culture that taught and rewarded the amassing of things, that spoke little if at all about the quality of life for people (other people), for dogs, for rivers. All the world, in our eyes, they will say, was a commodity. And they will say that this structure was held together politically, which it was, and they will say also that our politics was no more than an apparatus to accommodate the feelings of the heart, and that the heart, in those days, was small, and hard, and full of meanness. - Mary Oliver

God this poem is haunting me again.

Americans are so selfish. This war is destroying energy access in so many parts of the world, but so many Americans are only concerned with whether they can vacation in Italy without getting mean stares

what is there to say without spoiling beyond mentioning the burden of the series being well-regarded yet deeply under-acknowledged

fwiw the past month and a half was an uncanny time to gradually watch "turn a gundam"

as a collective instance, going "nice country, sure would be a shame" from behind the backside of the moon... unfathomable yet here we are

stupid idoit t @peeholelicker being avoidant is so humiliating like sorry l Didn't reply because i was scared and then i Still didn't reply because too much time passed. Sorry

it's either i'm miserable and feel guilty for not having fun or i'm almost having fun and feel guilty for expressing freedom from misery. how insufferable.

If this doesn’t make you want to abolish capitalism and class society once and for all you have no heart

Orange? With the fucking chain?!? Why did tech become so BORING I want this shit back

this is like my third time making this post but it will never not blow my mind i traded upward social mobility and relative safety from the state for rapid downward mobility and being a target of genocide to have fat tits and a juicy pussy and id do it every time

Of course conservatives are hypocrites. You can't shame them with their hypocrisy because it's a feature, not a bug. They don't think the laws and rules they want to apply to us SHOULD apply to them. That's the POINT.

it all makes so much sense. that she'd pick today. that he'd be like that in "contrast" to her. i'm too tired to squick out about it.