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Posts by Ultragross
Summer planting time to bring more of these beauties in Minnesota.
Summer beauties in summer past, planting again in Minnesota
#Garden
#Minnesota
I have plans to go places! Eventually!
Only times I’ve been out of the country I was a child n one of the times was to Niagara Falls lmao so barely
Somebody call rfk jr
If you do enough whippets you won’t be autistic anymore
This has been brought to my attention years ago but I just decided in that moment that I didn’t even wanna think about it. Now I can’t stop.
This is mind blowing
This is what I’m tryna figure out! What are memories like? Because I can replay memories in my head. Like rewatch movies even
This is coming from someone with multiple kinds of synesthesia including ticker tape synesthesia all I’m doing all the time is visualizing literally everything I ??????
NO LITERALLY HOW DO THEY THINK
I literally cannot comprehend what their mind is like at all
Not sure if ppl with non visual minds have thoughts at all tbh like what IS goin on up there
Can feel myself caring less. Too busy to care. The ebb and flow of mourning rituals
Also how to properly fold fitted sheets. I used to know n I forgot n any time I try to figure it out it’s just a mess.
Lowkey wanna get a job as a housekeeper in a hotel just to learn how to make a bed in the most efficient/visually pleasing way.
Grateful to be making things again
Still working on letting it go.
Easier some days and impossible others! Oof. Well. Only one way forward I guess
I’d like to reach that point! That’s what I would consider healing I think. I don’t know how you get there
Maybe regret and gratitude go hand in hand
We live. We learn. Over and over and over again.
The gratitude is significant. More now than it used to be. And will probably only grow bigger along with regret.
PSA: I was in fact raised catholic n likely woulda been a nun had my dad not died when I was 11. I’m quite literally named after an archbishop (relative) and my cousin is a priest level Catholic.
Haha oh.
Im obsessing over the wrong things again.
What’s the rate of comorbidity in EDs and OCD?
I have a lot of interests but I’m not particularly good at any of them n that feels like a failing.
Does everyone struggle this way or are some people absolute in their right to be? In their right to joy? In their self allowance to not isolate?
Grateful for what I have. Letting my heart feel full but also feeling I don’t deserve it because of the things I’ve lost and the things I’ve destroyed.
What do you do with it all? Where do you put it?
I guess you move forward and try to not make the same mistakes again. It doesn’t feel like enough.
The grief is both my own transgressions and the transgressions against me
I don’t think I’ve known a person who didn’t mourn their own mistakes.
I don’t think I ever fully let anything go. I accept things but the grief still haunts me on occasion. Does it ever fully end? Maybe with enough distractions. Maybe with enough self love? That’s a hard one.
Wanting to be loved for ur bad habits just to resent the love.
What condition is this.