Maybe humans are not as kind as I believed.

Humans are so beautiful

She is me, I am her and I am not human.

The only thing I hate is myself, for I committed the unforgivable sin of being what I am. I deeply wish, I crave and I desire to be human, yet such an existence could not be allow to one as accursed as myself

If my heart is to shatter, I hope the contents that are spilled are kind, if it brings solace then it was worth having a heart at all.

I vehemently hope that I can find a reason to continue my own existence, I have numerous projects that I hope allow me to produce this light within myself and yet I do not hold much hope for my success.

it washes away with the cold truth, that I deceived, that even for a moment I forced these beautiful creatures to believe I was anything near them. Yet deep down I think they know it, they know there is something wrong with me

Humans are deserving of all those things, yet I am not human, I am beneath them, I am a simple disgusting creature trying to imitate their beauty and their light, I can only dream and fantasize about being as beautiful as them, to have my heart be filled.

if kindness is performed by someone who views themselves as evil, is it still kindness?

Should one not enjoy a book, everyone would suggest you stop reading it. Should one not have fun playing a game then everyone would advise to stop playing... So when the mere act of being alive has proven to not be enjoyable in itself, then logic would dictate that action should be ceased as well

Just had a full on panic attack.

Couldn't breathe, my hands felt... So weird, like they just couldn't work at all.

Fuck

I hate being alive.

Yet living is the only thing I desire.

Like flowers swaying hopelessly.

Like winds that sweep across the green.

What else shall we peruse? To live our lives the way we wanted to...

Unlike the birds that soar the sky, we have no wings and won't learn to fly.

"Transformers Age of the Primes: Solus Prime 🔨"
You need something made? Let's hammer out the details.
(Reposts appreciated as always :D)

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It's not NieR automata :(

Honestly fucking same

We got new Mozart composition and a 800 year old lost copy of Suite Vulgate du Merlin...

Before hollow knight silk song

Nolo vivere sed mors tam FORMIDULOSUS videtur

Volo finiendum meae vitae

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-Sad
-Wanna buy trinket to cheer up
-Doesn't have trinket money.
-Sadder

transformers one megatron vs Optimus but “The Witch From Mercury” is playing
#transformers #gundam #witchfrommercury #maccadam

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My aunt asking my help to plan a Pokemon Go themed activity for her class is wild.

Given that she tried to get me exorcized for playing it in 2016 because "first Pikachu asks you to cross the street... Then he is going to ask you to kill your family."

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Belh bleh I'm lonely and sad bleh bleh

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French people...

Ego sum defectus hominis; quibusdam diebus mihi persuasum est me ne hominem quidem esse.

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Just learnt how to blow smoke rings let's

GOOOOOOO!!!!

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I love Hideo Kojima but how the Frick are you confused by Sam being cap? Even without seeing FATWS.

It's like... Set up in endgame (a scene he says he remembers)

Like you made something significantly more complicated! How are you confused >~<

Shiit that cover is fucking beautiful. Lemme know if it's good!

I know right? Like I love him but he's not really cool. He doesn't really do anything.

Just carried by his design.

I haven't smoked in a week. Everyone be proud of me