I think it’s time for me to make the full switch to Bluesky

back from my unintentional bluesky hiatus to say “take ur meds girlies, u will feel better” - love the girly that didn’t take her meds for 5 days and fell into a spiralling depressed puddle

finally finished everything except for some of the meal prep… it’s midnight… cozy game time and then sleep 😴

Tiny Bookshop!! it’s indie and fully hand-drawn. very cozy and i get to live out my dreams of owning a bookstore 🥰 hehe and i get to play it all cozied up on my switch

and fit a dog walk into there somewhere 🥹

✔️ clean kitchen
✔️ start laundry
✔️ make healthy brekky
2pm: get a sweet treat for doing hard things
3pm: phone call with papa hat
4pm: lil bit of life admin
5pm: lil bit of work admin
6pm: grocery shop
7pm: meal prep/make dinner
9pm: relax and enjoy my lil game 🥰

small girl, big list

screenshot of youtube mobile channel is “ayemanda” @ayemandagaming 489 subscribers 24 videos

not to alarm anyone but i’m only 11!!!! subs away from tier 1 of monetization on youtube if anyone hasn’t subbed yet 👉🏻👈🏻☺️

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birthday stream 🎂

twitch.tv/verysmolhat

such a fun game!!

aw i appreciate you! ❤️

face card and booty… card?

happy friday! i’m live on twitch continuing my first hollow knight playthrough

twitch.tv/verysmolhat

playing hollow knight for the first time 😳

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Twitch Twitch is the world

live on twitch yapping and catching up and gaming???

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mercury is out of gatorade!!!!

as someone with chronic illness and an invisible disability, getting my quality of life back is an uphill battle. i have yet to find a medical professional on my side that genuinely wants to help. i’m tired.

sorry for the rant. as mentioned, i see the privilege in free healthcare 100%, but it is still a flawed system.

but even when i did have a family doctor, it was a nightmare. when i asked about alternative birth control options when i was 25 (i’d been on oral contraceptive for 10 years at the time), he told me i was “demonizing hormones” and that it “doesn’t cause breast cancer”??? that’s not what i asked???

i don’t even have a primary care physician after living here for 2 years (i’m on the provincial list) because there just isn’t enough of them. so i go to urgent care and i’m treated like a burden and dismissed even after clearly communicating very real and life-altering issues.

i recognize that i have SO MUCH privilege to have healthcare at all, especially when it comes to life-saving medical care. but the preventative care is lacklustre - so many healthcare professionals are overworked and jaded, especially in urgent care/walk in clinic environments.

it’s so sad that the canadian healthcare system has led to me not even going to the doctor when i’m having health issues due to the lack of productivity and general care.

happy hump day hooligans

i have dnd tonight for the first time in years and i’m so excited but so worried that i won’t be fully present because my bad brain just won’t turn off and it makes me so cranky but i know fun things will help??? idk being an adult is hard

i needs tips on how to enjoy things when life feels so stressful and my adhd brain just wants to ruminate on all the bad stuff and i can’t focus on the fun stuff

i will probably have to do that

put a finger down if you just spent $250 on a new car battery just for your car to die again because you were too dumb to check if the old battery could hold a charge so it's actually probably the alternator and now you're back at square one and $250 poorer *puts finger down*

what the actual fuck is this nazi fascist bullshit and why aren’t more people talking about it

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