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Can you Friggin believe it? am Sleepy
Also chatroom I seem to have cfs so I can no longer pull up to the function my ass is staying sat
I ate
I hate
It's so funny how in the entire event story thing you ONLY ever see her from this angle. They know their target audience
Hi takao kanon
Hey girl are you my eyebrows? Because I feel an impulsion to pull you out of my head
:3
If you think about it I'm fairly vanilla actually. Like, if we all grew up playing with dolls I'm sure we'd all grow up wanting to tie them up and restrict them to poetically set them free and deliver them to a whole new world
Appointment done and there is hope but if I keep getting anxious to the point of physical pain and borderline fainting to this extent I am not sure if I'll survive nya
Ghost doing a nice long honkshoomimimimi sesh(that's me I'm that ghost)
ghost in hilly woods next to a frozen over pond in the winter, making snow angels and dancing in the snow
ghost girlie who remembers vague, distant memories from her life in which she sings happily, but no matter how many times she opens her mouth, no sound comes out
Hating the world type day
Idk I slept through all of it
Chatroom they are making me kiss women???
Chatroom they are making me go to school
Chatroom they are making me platform
Clocking off after my 24 hour shift at the nap factory
A Youtube thumbnail with Curren Chan from Umamusume drawn over it. The video is titled "Why I manipulate others and have no morals" and is 44:51 long.
Nyamu is so pathetic I love her
Getting to rewatch/show avemygo to another oomf is always so hype. Nyamu is objectively the best avemygo. Me and oomfs have also headcanon'd them to be It's MyGOCK!!!!! and chaser musica. Sakiko just really can't help herself...
Appointment for 9th of march GET! Possibly the most important appointment of my life. Time to turn things around?? Huge impact inc!!(I always hype myself up and then nothing happens and I crash oops)
I'm on my post crashout high(I'm manic
Life is so beautiful. The gradual shifting of seasons, rainy days, the taste of tea, the sounds of brewing a v60, singing and dancing in the kitchen, the smell of fresh tuna, kneading bread, making crepes. I love it all so much
(I had my leftovers)
Okay put crashing out on hold I am a literal god of culinary arts holy mmm oh my I want to go sleep just so I can eat leftovers tomorrow(did I just solve everything???)
Funny I think I am starting to see a pattern with my crashouts I'm pretty sure it's always guilt->idol->world's #1 hater put on a foreverloop
Who am I kidding I'll never be good enough for you. My perfect will never amount to anything. I can magic away all my imperfections just for you so that YOU can be happy, but that's just a given isn't it. My best never meant anything.
Rot in hell.
I'm alright, actually. What if I could be perfect? Perfect personality, perfect speech, perfect smile, one liners, smartness, humbleness, measuredness, looks, manners, on top of everything, responsible, foresighted, kind, caring, beautiful, always two steps ahead?