In my heart I know my bond with him but I also get very insecure and jealous at times. Not so much jealous out of “no one else is allowed to love him”, more so jealous that I can’t just be associated with him by everyone, which is unrealistic and silly.
as I am to love him. Idk, I’ve been on the internet for a LONG time and it is so silly but I know that people associate vocal fans with characters and I just feel scared sometimes people won’t view me as a spouse to Vector. If that makes sense. In the end it isn’t serious but it still hurts.
Do any of you also have days where like, you are just wishing you didn’t selfship and weren’t ficto? Today is one of those for me. I love Vector with my whole heart and soul but it’s hard today. Hard that he’s not tangibly real and hard to find other people who love him, even if they are as entitled
Animation cel request of Wacky Weasel from Bonkers!
A pal actually had the idea that I should get shadowboxes for my two Vector shirts and hang them here…!!! I wanna get more prints too. I can’t go too crazy because this is a rental property but I gotta have a shrine to my man he’d be proud of
wishing I could teleport to Universal Studios THIS INSTANT
I love him infinitely
the Vector shirt goes so hard
It almost is so unsafe because it’s like “these people are my people” but there’s so much isolation there IMHO. so cliquey and invalidating.
also I would post on Tumblr but I fucking hate that place if I’m being honest. it’s not as toxic as Tiktok but it’s honestly toxic in a different kind of way that almost makes me even more uncomfortable.
I was hyperfixated on this film/book when I was 17 and it’s nice to revisit an old media I truly enjoyed but goddamn have I cried every day at certain points even just THINKING about it. hearing the theme song makes me wanna disappear quite frankly
probably keeping X deactivated (despite having a lot of followers I also have more self worth than letting trolls attack me over and over AND staying on that shithole of a website). I know it’s not perfect but I feel like getting harassed here is MUCH less likely
GaleTor shrine update
procured my Despicable Me kin today at the used bookstore
I GET YOU I also feel like it’s not “strong enough”, or it sorta feels just like a sexuality label and not really a relationship label…
I wish there was a term other than “riako” to describe us because many people don’t realize what that means. I call myself ficto (romantic/sexual) because I feel like that’s the strongest term without having to explain!
goth girl x nerdy man supremacy
wip
sticker and shaker charm diy kits by fantasyfawn on Etsy :)
keeping my husband safe in a candy jar like the good wife that I am :)
Connie was brought by a stork, don’t you know?
1. cute
2. moon poster in his jail cell
3. Gale is his cellmate, as this is a cartoon and cartoon characters never do anything beyond a kiss on the cheek
I have to know your opinion on Nine Inch Nails since they’d seem to be a band you’d enjoy.
Like the amount of times where people have had secret accounts and them being full of illegal, gross, and triggering content has been ASTRONOMICAL on Twitter and I won’t pretend people here are saints but I feel like those kinds of secret accounts would be shut down pretty quickly.
I don’t follow a whole lot of people on Twitter unless they follow me first/back but it’s nice to sorta “start over” here and try to follow people even without reciprocation because at least here you know most people probably aren’t secretly doing freaky illegal stuff, if that makes sense
No other man will ever compare
I suggest everyone put their husband in a jar like this (jar DIY shaker charm by fantasyfawn on Etsy, shrinky dink Vector by me)
oh poop
you’re telling me direction…AND magnitude?!?
