Soon I think

Diseased, struck with melancholy and a dead beat dead that never said sorry

Cause I,
I’m sick of digging up my past
So now I’m throwing up my hands
And I,
I hit the bottom so damn fast
That I’ve forgotten where I stand
So now I’m crawling over glass

Broken beyond repair

Useless

I want to go back

No matter where I go or who I hang with I just dont belong, which is fine. I just don't understand why after all these years it's still this hard to accept.

Drinking myself into a coma

Hate

Slime

job reduced my hours by 80 percent within the last few months not gonna make rent....idk how much longer I can go on for. I dont know what to do

Sedate me sedate me
So I can die happy

I miss how I used to be,
So let the reaper come and get me.
I miss how I used to be

Ugh

No idea why yall follow me here

We're all spit on
And beaten
Life is nothing but a grievance
This is my finale, me ending
I've been breaking more connections than I've been mending

Never built to last

Gonna happen eventually anyway why fucking delay the inevitable

Im just so fucking lost

Plz just dont wish me a merry Christmas

3rd day got 4 left
Liver torn to shreds so I forget
Barrel full of lead to the forehead
Shiver on the trigger till I forefit
3rd day got 4 left
Liver torn to shreds so I forget
Barrel full of lead to the forehead
Shiver on the trigger till I forefit

Miss the void, I want to go back.

I miss my dog

Existing

Frigid life on a frigid earth

Lexapro withdrawal fucking sucks

Delusions of grandeur used to subdue doubt
Until it perfuse through my body like gout
Now it consumes more than I had allowed
Exhuming the tombs of neurosis aground

No friends, no family, no future, nothing to look forward to. What's the point of even continuing

Its the furry Fandom it's all shallow people trying to pretend they're not

Wonder how many people at MFF will ghost me once they find out I'm not hot and buff like my avatar. There's always at least 1