marcel 🥹🤍

watching killing eve after a binge idk how to feel

just saw irl bonespo at the train station i’m going to jump under a train brb

will shower and self harm till i pass out since im home alone 😁😁😁😁😁

oh wait she just screamed i’m a little bitch lmaoo ig i won’t have this bed for long now i seriously need to start looking for a job

“you’re not a teenager anymore” no shit vanessa didn’t realize that thank you for the reality check💜

i love ragebating my mother like yes please look at me asking if i have a problem yes look at me with disgust and loath yes tell me i’m the worst daughter of the world

self harming isn’t enough i need to skin myself out

it’s been so long since i watched a movie please forgive me cinephile community 🙏🙏🙏

i hate how little i cared to the point i knew so little of him. i think he mentioned using telegram and me avoiding the obvious opportunity to tell him “me too let’s exchange contacts”. it’s weird i remember all so well. i’m such a bad person. lowkey thinking good for him though

j can’t help but imagine him standing in that roof by himself maybe waiting for someone, even just me to show up ? standing there for hours till he finally decided to fly leaving nothing behind? or maybe he was drunk and just slipped and fell and no sad feelings were attached to it

he jumped off the uni canteen roof and ig what hits me is that that was lowkey becoming our spot to drink ? i met him there just 4/5 times though and we didn’t even talk much we just knew each other’s names and fav beer for the rest we stayed sitting in silence

i haven’t been out of home at all im gen so disappointed and jealous and tired and man whats the point fr

irl killed himself some days ago and i didn’t even go to his commemorative thingy i feel a mess of feelings rn

i just want to be freed by this body and this brain and everyone i’ve ever was

ignoring all texts from uni group projects (they hate me)
fasting without realizing
cutting so deep i stain shirt and hoodie
sleeping through the day and not watching movies
…….hmmm………i wonder how long till i try again lol

skipping uni tomorrow too

worst day of 2026 so far just ended and i survived. hate it here

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you already know what i’m about to ask you….

sending you a hug <3

he blabs his hate to me with lot of rage towards life and i just 🧍‍♀️ gotta take it 🧍🏼‍♂️🧍🏼‍♂️

i hate when my brother reminds me how much of a piece of shit he is. nothing ever changes he stays the same spoiled arrogant kid he used to be growing up. the only difference is i can’t pick a fight with him anymore

feel u sm i do skincare once a month and brush my teeth even less than that. the only makeup i know to do is mascara and sometimes i mess it up as well i wish i could pierce my face but with all the acne scars i fear a piercing would look ugly esp since i’ve rejected most of the piercing i did <\\3

relapsing on everything i don’t really care anymore

junkorexic-ing through the month

lowkey thinking about unfollowing everyone i know irl on insta cuz tbh all those people annoy me and seeing their insta stories and stuff sucks + they don’t even care about what i post they literally just moot me out of ??? idek

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are you me??????

just realized it’s been so long since the last time someone hugged me??? wtf omg lmao

i think i lowkey gave up on losing weight

relapsed 🕺