im realyl aleepy sorry to anyone i didmt respond to today ill do that inthe morning nightnight everybody ♡♡

every time i feel bad about pulling away i look at that post where he called me his supply and it reminds me of why i did it

okay everythings fine, i threw up some more, cleaned my mouth out with mouthwash, took some laxes, took a shower, and my weight didn't fluctuate after checking it! false alarm!!

i feel like a failure. tomorrow i get to see one of my closest friends but her ed is so much worse than mine and shes so much skinnier than me and i just know that she uses me to make her look extra thin because im so fat. i wish i could be like her.

i threw up until there wasnt anything left to purge but i still feel awful. i need to try again. there has to be more.

on my way home i saw this little puppydog in the street who was barking at cars :( i brought the poor thing back to his house (he hadnt gone very far) and im glad i found him when i did cause who knows what could have happened to him

When I'm trying to have a conversation with someone and they respond with only one word answers.. "How was your day?" "Good." Give me more!! Tell me all the details!! Yap until theres nothing to yap about!! I love you and I want to hear you!!

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There's an app called ymusic that connects to your youtube account, it lets you play music, podcasts, and watch videos without ads! You can also download videos too!! I use it on my phone because I hate spotify ads :') ymusic.io

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First class of the day is almost done!! I just finished my math homework, I hate trig identities 💔💔

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I won't!!<33 Kay schools about to start, I'll talk to you later

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Yuck, the walk to school was awful :') My legs felt like jelly and I kept getting dizzy. That's okay though, it'll get easier as my body readjusts to this lifestyle

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I'm so glad I have last period off today. I go from health to spanish 3 to honors precalc and then I get to go home! And I always finish my work in health early so I get to do my homework in there!

I'll write it in my homework planner cause I use that everyday! ヽ(´▽`)ノ

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That's a good idea!! I've been walking for at least 30minutes per day on my walking pad at the highest speed but I wanna slowly get into doing other exercises too!! I do wanna start slow though so I don't overwork myself though cause that's actually one of my biggest binging triggers (；∀； )

i think with school starting up again im gonna have to eat more than ive been eating. staying under 200kcals is gonna ruin me mentally, i just cant focus like that! i think im gonna make some bacon for breakfast (140) and then have a roll for dinner (130) whichll put me at 270 for the day

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thank you, im here for you too<333

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thats really sweet and im hugging you through the screen but i dunno how you could help</3333 but thank you for the offer!!

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Anyway, goodmorning everyone! I get off of school early today which is a relief :) I'm very very sleepy still though so hopefully we're not doing too much today in my classes

i have to elaborate on this. i dont mind that they have npd. i love letting them know how wonderful they are. but its when they start talking about me like an object, as if we aren't best friends, as if my only worth is fueling their ego, that it starts to upset me.

its 4:30am. i just woke up from a horrible horrible nightmare. i check my favorite persons blog. theyre referring to me as (narc) supply in the same way youd talk about cattle or objects. im genuinely so fucking pissed its not even funny. is that all i am to you? supply? fuel for your npd?

"you said goodnight two hours earlier than usual do you hate me??"

nooo baby but i am starving myself so im just a lil bit tired 🥹🥹

cinnascars.straw.page i made it!! im very tired from how little I've eaten recently so it doesn't have the mosttt information buuut it's a good start!

almost forgot to officially do this for the day:

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6oz raspberries - 88kcals

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Walking pad - 90kcals (2/3rds of 135)

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-2kcals

I put away dinner leftovers without eating even a single piece, everyone cheered!!

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Every time I worry about whether or not this is worth it, I remember my little sister joking to her friends about how she can always hear me "stomping around on that treadmill" and it instantly makes me lock back in

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Aaaa ofc but you're the sweet one here!!!

So many of my mutuals have straw pages and it makes me want to make one for myself.. I might do that after my bath, but I'm a bit worried I'll get no gimmicks and it'll make me sad (；∀； )

Even if i don't, it'll still be a fun little project to do i think!!

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thank you for the spam likes mootie!!! i liked as many posts of yours as i could until bluesky gave me an error!!

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I can still talk ofc!! Whats the little guy in the photo from, theyre so cute!!

This looks like fun!!
Without downloading any new pics what's it like dating you?