this pic is so funny to me i made her real

im literally a woman

ill keep editing it into the future. This is not its final form. tbqh i could legit just write things for why each song is there yo

im the only motherfucker in the ike mines bro. and i'm smart as fuck too

fuck it check out my carnageman playlist. 🧌

mfw my first ribs are broken and dont attach under my clavicle

el process 👹

was testing some patches n was like wow the letters on the ike logo r really weirdly spaced & have really inconsistent thickness so like a NERD i had some fun fuckin around w it 🔥
original -> my shite

yuh. i'm philistine

as well because of her constantly expending calories it portrays that some1 doesn't need to look like a twig to be malnourished. im just sick of ED culture being everywhere & skinny designs being the default/seen as appealing while fat designs are an exception. blah

like watever i think her being fatter and darker skinned works better thematically if shes someone who literally takes extreme damage for the sake of other people and has to reheal herself. that because of her body it's almost 'expected' of her both from herself & others

the only ike design i dont rly care for is stu because i hate stick thin characters & when female designs are only able to escape sexualisation due to lack of feminine secondary sex characteristics so heres a fuckinnuhhhh redesign

its so motherfucking frustrating to have a noggin like this like imagine being trapped in a cage with other motherfuckers you all hate. who you ACTIVELY witness fucking up the ONLY LIFE YOU HAVE. UGHHHHHH.

literally whatever she's still the realest and i could write a frigging like long-ass thing on why. not gonna be concise but hey!!! we try.

Shrinking Her.

ill be ok on PURPOSE!!!!! MY LIFE IS MY OWN,

yall dont understand how awesome it is to have an account bro ive never had an account on anything before this is so DOPE

i seriously think im gonna start sharing this acc with caves n russy or whoever 'cause i GOTTA have a place to be myself or i'll get fuckinn zoochosis bruh

i feel so friggin dizzy bruuuhhhh this is not fairrr WHY must i have awfuul night mares et cetera!!!!!!!!

😊 my freak...............

fuckk yesss phil spotted

of coourse i want this to stop but when ur lije me its like this over and over again. it keeps happening in cucles. maybe its me. maybe its my fault. maybe i wS born into the cycle of hurt. born to be used. born to be hurt. in perfect position to be tied ip&beat by everyone. thats w hat they do. wha

i promise i wont die here if anyobee even cares i dontcare of they do or not i cant let this be the ens, i cant let it be i just need to survive, i need to survive i dont care whT happeded to me i dont care it they hate me/want to hurt me, i dont care how selfish it all is eithsr me or them or both

wjen from day 1 they stick your head into the ground like a pije you can never hope to ve anything else. im so fucking stupid for trying HA. out of all the hiding, hiding, starvibg, freezing, nightmares, its rhe again and again rejection from ppl i look up to tjats my coffinnnail OKAYYY. i wont die.

i just want to be a friend, i wanf to be listered to i have so mbany thoughts is that such a bad thing? YESs!!!!! when youyre born to be a stupi d livestock you sre one until you die even if i could get outt of here (TRAPPED in the middle of thefuvking atlantic rifht now!) i couldnt evr be 'normail'

always awlways always and aways aof couese when im bbeing drugged and hiding in wardrobed and that shit, it's never a good time! it's all my fault??? nobpdy givess a shit!! they keeeep trying to get me to kill myself so iull stopbother ing them!!! keep my toes out of theeir lives! oh, im sorry, i,

it hauapend every time you know, i openmyheart i say Yes this time i will make a friend! i bring hearts to the table. & nevleçt is the anser. of corrse. always! i hate rhem so mych they AWAYS do this to me!

I Am So Scared, Well But I'll be okay. I hope / think ! 🔆

I want to have less shame about. drawing. i want to draw awesome things. i want to tfiugure out how to be alive.

also un re lay tid but i think janvier/decembre by DAU is a philistine song 🔥 🔥🔥

something's thoughts on TOL russy read the first half of blankets. & ♬ ♬ ♬ real love by big theif i miss tol i miss santiago. it gives me such a specific feeling it makes me weordy nostalgic anad melancholy . i was thinking...

oldish thoughts rentry.co/somethingTOL