I say this as the weakest link in my own chain, the guy who got beaten down in my family for just being the first one there, running face first into every obstacle so the rest of the people could use my mistakes to avoid their own problems. No credit or respect given, and I'm definitely projecting
Without the Tutorial Saiyan, you have no basis for literally the rest of DBZ. Sure, every time you see him, he's the first to die, weak like Raditz funny haha joke time, the disappointment when there's no new episode, but without him, the rickety narrative is removed of its spine. Raditz is needed.
Talking about how important Raditz is w coworkers like, he introduces the new paradigm from Dragon Ball into Dragon Ball Z. Without him, there's no motivation for Gohan to connect w Piccolo, no reason for Goku & crew to freak out & train to get ready for Vegeta and Nappa. What the fuck is a Saiyan?
Kiryll would be able to sleuth the typos in a scam email& only answer the tomephone for calls he is expecting. He'd fall for an emergency-coded message from an acquaintance he's trying to impress that's from a compromised account once, but he'd like to try every snake oil as long as he had the money
Cookie Run brainworms are very weird right now bc Huntrix has been officially summoned to Cookie Garlemald because the honmoon is very weak there and needs to be reinforced????
I've been trying to make a book out of a project that started out as FFXIV fanfiction and my main protagonist goes through some very drastic life changes and ends up a very different person after a traumatic incident. He starts out like the Lady Amalthea and ends up like Space Dandy.
Watching Witch Hat Atelier and Quifrey is like if Kiryll...was in Witch Hat Atelier with different hair. The vibes are so on point, especially in the english dub
Kiryll would get a cherry lollipop for himself and an eclair to share with pookie!
I would kiss Kiryll on the head protectively (I try to be a good creator even though I create to delegate my trauma)
Kiryll would definitely be a water-bender! I can also imagine him as an air-bender. Avatar Kiryll would probably start as an air-bender.
Kiryll and I would probably just cry-hug and do something chill, like put a movie on and draw and then show each other what we drew
Kiryll could be Karl pretty easily, but Chris or Kirk also work XD
Kiryll was unimpressed at first, but went along with whatever they had him do because it beat trying to get another butler job. Then they started dying and now he's screaming, crying, throwing up and he's somehow adopted The Twins by accident
I'm a controller person (PS5), but I like to have a keyboard around bc I can only type "o/" and "gg" so fast with the controller software keyboard. Saying hello to an FCmate is very awkward and slow, and I can completely forget about RP unless I can find my keyboard and get it plugged in in time
There is no world in which Kiryll would not talk with his hands, but usually only from the wrist or elbow (butler austerity disease)
Happy 20th anniversary Okami 💜☀️💜☀️💜
That sounds so awful to go through!! I'm sorry 😞 I know it's hard to walk away from attachments, even if they turned poisonous over time. I hope you can reconnect with things that make you happy, even if it takes a while.
It took so much work to stabilize my core after the beginning of the pandemic bc I was desperate for engagement and just letting every little pinprick upset me & distract me from what I wanted to write and draw. As long as I have my real friends, I will be ok tho
It's not easy for me to forgive, but forgetting is something I'm very talented at. The only thing that helps me through my grudges is finding more things to care about. Having too many responsibilities burns me out, but putting all my care into one thing aint perfect either.
I've decided it's best for me in my 40's to try to make peace with myself and blame myself less while still taking ownership of my missteps when I get feedback. Being obsessed with what people think about me was a tool that helped me survive my youth, but it no longer serves me as an adult
at some point, the pictures my mind took of the people and places I was in when I got hurt are very out of date to the state of the real world, and the less tumultuous my internal world is, the easier it is to deal with the real world. I retreated into my mind a lot when I felt unwelcome IRL
Sunday afternoon brain worms, trauma is great at creating snapshots of unfortunate things that have happened to me in my life. Coupled with my vivid imagination & focus on my internal world, I've spent so much time haunted by my brain's own simulation. The idea is to try to always self improve, but
Being robbed of a comfortable childhood home due to his grandfather traumatized him. Survival instincts forced him to accept less than good treatment that didn't get him killed, but letting himself go to Gridania finally opened his eyes to the fact that he didn't have to stand still to be safe
Kiryll wouldn't say he prefers traveling, but his life started improving the further out of Ul'dah he ventured. He was being pushed around by a guy who almost always knew where to find him in the city. Comfort can be locking himself in his apartment to write, as well as get fresh air somewhere else
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I hope things start looking up for you soon. I've had to establish better boundaries with fandom stuff recently myself and try to concentrate on my art and find my center, but it's so easy to stumble when stuff sucks
the fictional man you're obsessing over right now has a praise kink
Eyes on learning little practical things, but still knows how to explode shit
