oh bitch …. yea today i’ll be performing in Rottwig & don’t ask “where is it” please

working on a testament of my own

fuck yall and your couples costumes, i’ll worry about that another day - I hugged jane

awe look what they hung right next to the shitter at arena stage 💕

in light of all the happy couple posting that’s been pissing me the FUCK off, let’s look at the things I’ve made this week

lmao

right

photos i’ve sent to the guy I drive 113 miles to … network & interface with

nice, nice, neat, neat, sugar, sugar, sweet, sweet

hi ladies we are alive

gaaaaaag

jen jen jen jen jen

musical theatre magic! maybe it’s not dead!

yea that title song is my first “oh I didn’t realize I was weeping” moment in a while!

will yall lmk if you see my denim anywhere

if yall need me i’ll be in the car bodying the entire next to normal score

and CD bradley whitford omg

me tf too…
moppa&
ali&
sarah&
josh&
shelly&
davina&
shea&
rabbi raquel

everything is …………
romantic

leave it to venmo to reveal your high school show choir rival is fucking and/or living with a guy you used to hook up with who made you watch cronenberg’s Naked Lunch at 3am & rewound every time you nodded off

everything always comes back to my girls

this is what The Shards looked like in my head

my gay ass father

gym words such as “pump” “cut” “bulk” “swole” are so fucking repellant to me

idk how else to explain other than to say that there’s a story about his fruitful friendship w Gary Beach that has wrecked me for the day bc I can’t imagine a world where I would’ve happened upon that at 19 but I sure as fuck could’ve used something like it

always felt a deep kinship towards Jeffrey Self & his new essay collection is at times eerie in how much I hear myself when he looks inward and at other times heartbreaking in our external dissimilarities

i’m the only person in the theatre for Wedding Banquet gay film & a very hot man makes eye contact as he walks in alone & sits in the row in front of me.
3 minutes pass & our future is all but planned out in my head when his date walks in & practically throws a wet blanket over me.