& it’s probably gonna keep me up tonight

- and the look of the makeup and i love the heels and the dresses and everything for what they are, but all of it on me feels like im wearing a costume and i don’t feel 100% comfortable or confident is said outfits. idk what this means for me but i’m feeling very stuck and confused

i feel like i’m at a really weird spot where over the past year i’ve started to present more androgynous/masculine leaning but i still like “girly” things in aspects of makeup and fashion, but when i try to dress hyper fem like i used to i feel like im wearing a costume. like. i like the process -

i think it’s so funny i always said id never get color tattoos yet im probably ab to fill my legs w color tattoos

new tattoo i got today >< he’s so darling

drew this for my friend for her birthday. yay hockey yaoi >< #heatedrivalry

侑日
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me 🤝 making every slightly androgynous character my entire personality

farcille halloween #farcille #dungeonmeshi

Shame your friends who use AI

was looking around the office and i think i’ve finally decided on my next pair of glasses 😼🙏🏻

ty! i’m so glad i finally caved and brought it back!! ><

long time no see bsky 👋🏻 i kinda forgot i had this acct but im back :3 & my hair is pink again

ty!!!! <3

guys i got my nails done :3

omg guys i’m getting a pearl tattoo next month IM SO FREAKING EXCITED

got an idea for a drawing & it’s gonna be my first full piece, i’m gonna try and render it & everything >< (it’s ace)

me when the family that’s already giving slightly weird vibes makes a comment about “praise the lord” & i just discreetly tuck my pentacle necklace back into my shirt

the way something flipped in my brain chemistry the past couple months and i’ve just been like ‘mmm i wana be so androgynous’ i blame xlov. i just wana look like a pretty boy

idk if any of yall have ever read the honey witch but i am not even 100 pages into and this book has be ugly crying wtf I THOUGHT THIS WAS GONNA BE A CUTE LITTLE LESBIAN WITCH STORY & NOW IM UGLY CRYING CB OF WHAT JUST HAPPENED

me realizing that going full time would include a raise bc of the new things i’ll get trained on & realizing im gonna have to suck it up probably & not be able to go back to a coffee shop </3

my boss just told me they’re potentially making me full time in november & i’m gonna have to be trained on even more stuff & w my current delima of wanting to switch job, that thought is gonna send me into a panic attack. pls help me chat

would it be stupid of me to leave an office job because i miss working as a barista?

SATOSUGU SATOSUGU

oh- lmao

i’ve been really missing my barista jobs lately. I got a healthcare job in december and while yes i enjoy the set schedule, i just don’t think it’s for me. It’s almost too repetitive and & i don’t feel knowledgeable enough to feel confident in half the things i do :/

i bought things to cosplay fem ace 😼🙏🏻 i knew one piece was pulling me out of my cosplay slump

do any of my artists oomfs have any tips? specifically for learning/practicing anatomy? even if they’re unhinged pls give me your tips and tricks, IM BEGGING 😭🫶🏻

chat i think i gave myself the buzz cut of sorrow and sadness bc why have i been having the most awful past few days???? lmao

guys.. i just saw taemins nose. when i say my night is genuinely ruined. omg????