:/

It's very okay for things to just not work out, especially if all you are doing is recognizing they already are not. Like you recognize the shape of something, it doesn't have to be blame or bad blood or anything other than just recognition.

The amount of times you want to be like i don't fucking care what the reason this happened is. People can do things they have good reason to do and you can feel like shit about the action for good reason, both things can exist. And you can choose to distance over those things.

seeing some genuine incel shit from people lately

I am beyond happy to be leaving this place and hope that one day I can forget I was ever here. Any trust I have in people or faith in humanity has been destroyed day by day.

Gonna be real saw the most unhinged shit today, truly child like behavior. Sometimes just have to remember people are not all there and it sucks they destroy the lives of others but I really dont know what you can do. Tumblr destroyed a generation for sure.

CUUUUUTE

I'm always glad to hear that. I know my experience with the city is not everyone's.

Adore it as a physical place, like a beautiful flower you know is deadly toxic

it's so fucked up how the scariest thing for cis people regarding transness is they might not be able to tell, they might be nicer or hornier to the freaks than they want to be and that's unacceptable

Fucking city that turns human beings into socially parasitic ghouls. Mad Max cosplaying as community. Neverland for emotional growth.

Skinny Love (Bon Iver Cover) YouTube video by Jacqueline Clyde

This is ancient but (old hair, old apt) but I found it and finally uploaded it

Yes I believe so, just hours of listening to people go off. Obv don't want to get into people's business but hypervigilance brain has me watching for the signs someone needs help or it's out of control

When you are stuck in a position of thing you can't intervene in but also you know there isn't help to call for because anything official is just gonna make this worse. Genuinely don't know what to do but oooooof anxiety.

tbh social media is best when you use it for 2 things:

1) making new friends/keeping in touch with old friends, gassing each other up and having fun making jokes

2) telling politicians & opinion writers who are Just Asking Questions to step into traffic

Sighing too heavily, stare going far past a thousand yards. Feel like my body blinks and breathes slowly because it's weighing the cost of every one of those actions. Like a statue holding itself together, finally releases all that stone into dust.

thank you 🧡

I think its been about a year since I tattooed anyone? idk the loss of feel for it freaked my brain out lol

Had a lil crisis last night when I went to finally practice tattooing after a while of not touching the machine. It was like picking it up for the first time again and I just felt so frustrated at myself for dropping it for so long. Wrote out some long term plans to stick to, not gonna pause again.

Second for me, just kinda had forgotten what she looked like. It's really just when she is at end of life she looks exactly the same

Ooooooooo did not expect the fact Maarva in Andor season one looks so much like my late grandmother to hit like that

🤞 for warmer weather soon

So badly need it to be warm again. I miss wandering and bouncing into someplace new so fucking much. Brain is in a weird spot lately where I don't feel like being around anyone but also direly miss a crowd. A house party, I always want a house party.

Fml comfort bar closed, always randomly closed on nights I could REALLY REALLY use existing in that space.

A big pile of post it note doodles I have drawn for Lilith that had been stuck on her old computer case

The post it's she had on the old computer case lol

I saw that thing going around again of the paintings nine years apart and just damn my heart aches for something like in my life. A comfy home you get to live in for years, someone to share that with and celebrate. Really can't get it out of my head lately.

Thing that sucks that you knew was gonna suck but even all the mental prep and thinking you are prepared can't stop it from stinging.

Gonna try to get back to turning any stupid thought into a comic. Helps keep that comics energy flowing that i need to find again.