and im like who the fuck is that. do i need a new spymaster. is that my middle son with amazing martial stats (hit the randomise button during name selection). whole time im freaking out and it turns out its just a minor lords wife i captured in a siege whos just been rotting in jail for four years

i think the thing im finding most difficult about crusader kings is theres just a thousand names to remember in one campaign, like the game will show me a popup that seems like its of the utmost urgency telling me (X character) died

ive been playing red dead and crusader kings interchangeably……work and life has been a lot recently (mostly in a good way!) so when my mum was seeing me clock out at work and immediately start playing my extremely text-heavy military strategy game at the same desk she was like STOP frying your brain

HURRYYYYYYYYY!!

whats been up with u….

genuinely funniest way i could have had a moment of clarity tbh, like why is everyone else contacting god and im just tripping and getting annoyed at phone…..but yassss big into journalling too #journalgang

i still have phases of scrolling mindlessly but theyre few and far between, the funny thing is that i feel like i genuinely reprogrammed my brain when i was on acid once and i was looking at vague discourse on my phone and i was like hang on….THIS is what im spending all my time on….? 😭😭

yeah im ultimately of the mind that staying connected and in-the-know online is something that people take for granted these days and i would never want to consciously quit the internet, so it disturbs me that ppl are turning it into a trend tbh…hello to u as well and glad to see u still around xoxo

honestly might just be a #lowkey #nonchalant and #chill type of depressed lols Xx havent figured it out yet ive been too distracted for all that

anyway all of that to say that checking social media so often was heavily reliant on muscle memory and one day i accidentally moved the folder where i keep most of my apps and couldnt find them for my morning doomscroll and then forgot to post for liek three weeks…..lmao

every anecdote i ever tell is like “a woman in trouble”

OMG HIIII sorry for late response ive barely been around these days….hope ur well boo….

ramble thats #lowkey a reiteration of things ive said in the past but i just dont have interest in fandom anymore, which is a lil crazy to come to terms with bc i joined twt when i was 12 and was using it consistently until last year. over half my life of commitment that suddenly feels like a blip…

like the timing of it all doesnt escape my notice tbh and makes me feel honestly very guilty BDKDJEDJKE but ive been having to reckon with myself that i Do like the internet and what it does for us…..

weirdly avoidant abt being online these days, like its somehow become a chore that i have to check off my list… its funny to me that my habits are coinciding with this whole “offline” or “analog” trend but honestly it feels strangely anti-intellectual to me despite suggesting the contrary….

i laughed out loud at lyonel saying he would see him after “the roast” and the immediate jump cut to baelors funeral pyre…..💀

im at my parents house watching the final akotsk episode on my parents tv and when the episode opened with the sultry music as lyonel had his maester attending to dunks wounds i literally had to check if the recording was glitching

every year...

best final shot in a movie ever ugh

his beehive drip did nothing to save him 💔 rip my majestic king….

its awesome show

i literally burst out laughing seeing this guy in the new akotsk episode and laughed again realising he immediately died

genuinely havent drank so much tht i blacked out in years but was apparently just terrorising this one man and flipping him over n shit so suffice it to say that we didnt unlock any of the mysteries of inland empire at the club last night

im sad to say i got too drunk to even conceive of inland empire

aww i miss u sm too 💔 just bad at handling things that arent within a 10 mile radius of me rn…..lets enjoy the joys of Offline together….

come to the club and talk inland empire with us baby…

no thats so fair…apart from the Poisons it lowkey is just kinda boring too BDKDIDHDKD i dont think bsky is going to fix my general social media apathy and neither do i want it to but im just here to say hi 👋

semi-offline era continues tbh if im being #real i have next to no interest in fandom at large these days. which i think has proved good for me. im taking my notebook full of notes on Inland Empire to the club on saturday so me and my friends can compare thoughts #lifeupdate

i feel like evryone fr moved over here while i was semi-offline….Greetings