like this is an uncle i’ve gone away on vacation for so many times before, even after everything that happened with my other uncle, but also the other times i was sharing a room with my aunt or my cousins and now i’m in my own room so i feel much more vulnerable

i think mostly this is happening because i’m on my period so i already feel bad + i gave him my passport for safe keeping without realizing that it would make me feel trapped, so i’ll probably ask for the passport back tomorrow but i don’t think i’ll be sleeping much anyway

the airport that is 160km away…

logically i know he would never do something like that to me, but i’m still here reaching the quickest way to get to the airport on my own

trauma fucking sucks cause why the fuck am anxious as fuck about vacationing with my favorite uncle (he’s the best) just because another stupid fucking asshole uncle sexually harassed me three years ago on vacation

lol got my period

physiotherapy left me so fucked up i briefly wondered if i got rhabdo

wonderspaces arizona you have bewitched me body and soul

having revelations about the human condition in scottsdale, arizona

OF THE EMPIRE We will be known as a culture that feared death and adored power, that tried to vanquish insecurity for the few and cared little for the penury of the many. We will be known as a culture that taught and rewarded the amassing of things, that spoke little if at all about the quality of life for people (other people), for dogs, for rivers. All the world, in our eyes, they will say, was a commodity. And they will say that this structure was held together politically, which it was, and they will say also that our politics was no more than an apparatus to accommodate the feelings of the heart, and that the heart, in those days, was small, and hard, and full of meanness.

From a poetry collection by Mary Oliver, where after a hundred poems showcasing gentle observations on nature and animals, she hits you with this

Med students dismissing public health class as useless… we are so doomed, these mfs don’t even mask, they don’t care about people they just care about diseases

chappell roan shines like a bright light in the darkness

going climbing is soooooo fun, i get instant happiness from it, what a crazy life hack

and here comes the apple music user to fuck up the aesthetic but here’s my top 5 on repeat, quote with yours <3

strange aeons video essays have led me to places i wouldn’t even go with a gun

sister and her boyfriend stayed home today and they’re RUNNING MY ALONE TIME.

gotta make more iced coffee

there he goes

my periods maximizing my chronic illness is actually pure evil

okay to be fair she has been climbing since she was a toddler but i never actually see her at THIS gym

running into everyone at the climbing gym today, wdym my middle school best friend is here

i get to go to the gym after not going for a week

it’s supposed to be for maintaining a server (which is expensive i think?) and a legal team

no because it’s actually true like i was could stop procrastinating i would be THEE best student

studying for my pharmacology exam and dear lord i would be unstoppable if i stopped procrastinating

getting rid of my perfectionism and getting a hold of my anxiety killed the academic weapon within me

fingers crossed i can actually get used to using this app now

stopping birth control (under doctors orders) sucks my pcos and endometriosis are kicking my ass i just want to lay down and die