Subspace? Gimme gimme gimme.

Yes.

Pose ref by Mellon_Soup

Disclosure: Yes, we cheated on Boog and went to a cat cafe to celebrate. Yes, we wanted to adopt them all. Especially hims who does not know he even exists.

Today marks three years with @carthasranavir.bsky.social. It's been three years of ups and downs. But there's no one else I'd rather go through those than him. <3

And Monday marks a big step in our relationship as we get the keys to our place. Where we have to pay bills. RIP.

Exciting things are happening.

Saturday is a very special, but sad day.
Monday is when we pick up the keys to our new place.
And later today, I'm getting a call from Home Health to set up my first shipment so I can do my IV fluids at home.

So much stuff happening in such a small amount of time. 🩷

Your silence was the final fracture, the moment everything quietly gave way.

But your actions after that carved something deeper. Something no apology could ever reach.

Thank you to all who came!

And a special thanks to @strawberriemoos.bsky.social for raiding in. 🩷

We streamin and havin loads of scuff!
Come join!

www.twitch.tv/kandigram

My placeholder anniversary gift came in because the actual one doesn't get released until September. 🥺🩷

The Mouse collection grows

Tryin to get my body to cooperate currently so I don't have to postpone or cancel tonight's stream. Wish me luck.

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I'm all set up to stream again!

So I'll be doin some art tomorrow before moving stuff kicks into high gear.

Let's do some art and chill together at 6pm EST.

WE FINALLY DID IT! AFTER TWO YEARS OF STREAMING WE FINALLY REACHED 1K! WOOOOOO! I AM PLANNING SOMETHING SPECIAL SOON SO STAY TUNED AND KEEP MOOIN

Tomorrow, I'm gonna edit my little gremolin PNG to have more emotions so I can use that to stream.

It sucks, but between the medical burnout, trying to get home health set up, and a move....

Ya gorl just doesn't have time to fix her model.

I'm not on the Struggle Bus....

.....I'm on a whole different Super Struggle Bus.

Picture of my power chair, Francis, as a Soul's boss as recompense.

Bros, I haven't even worked on my model.
I'm so sorry I haven't been streaming even though I really want to.

Last week had appointments every day besides one and this coming week isn't much different. Plus the move.

Ya gorl is too busy to fix her model and it's making her sad. 🥲

Thank you @alwaysadriannox.bsky.social for commissioning me~

My verification application on VGen has been submitted and Portrait Headshots are now avaliable as a choice for commissions. :3

There's gonna be a new character added to my lore soon. 👀

You mean I actually have some energy and can eat? With my pain now being controlled better, I can actually move around more?

He's being able to see parts of the old me and I'm so, so glad. And the people who have watched me become sick are seeing that part of me again.

I'm just... so happy. 🥹

I've always told @carthasranavir.bsky.social that I wish he would have been able to meet me before I got sick. The amount of tears he's had to wipe away because of that thinking is numberless.

But now that I'm on this fluid therapy, I'm feeling like my old self again. And it's a bit strange.

You mean I actually have some energy and can eat? With my pain now being controlled better, I can actually move around more?

He's being able to see parts of the old me and I'm so, so glad. And the people who have watched me become sick are seeing that part of me again.

I'm so happy. 🥹

And for those who don't know what a tubie clip is:

It's mostly something used by those with feeding tubes. It clips to whatever and helps keep the tubing from hooking on things or you tripping on it.

Think of a pacifier clip for infants, but for medical tubing.

I will be completely transparent with y'all and say that half of the money I've gotten so far did go to a tubie clip. The shipping was the most expensive because it's coming from the UK.

But it matches the bag my fluids will be in when I'm out. So it was hard to resist.

Quick reminder that all money gained is going towards getting organization for my IV fluids.

I still have time to get the funds as my doctor won't be setting up Home Health until I've been at the clinic for a month. So don't feel like you have to commission right now. 🙏🏻

Bros, this is how close you've gotten me to getting verified on VGen.
We finally hit the follower goal and we're halfway with the $100.

Thank you all who have gotten me this close and I hope I can reach my goal of getting verified. 🥹

vgen.co/KandiGram

Reminder that this style is available on my VGen if you want your own. 👀

Finally finished the princess portrait.
There's no amount of words that I can string together to express how much I love doing this style.

You might be wondering why I haven't streamed recently.

And it's because...

My model is broken and I haven't fixed it yet. For some reason, the hotkeys got unbound. So I either gotta fix that in PNG+ or finally switch over and learn PNG Remix.

Wish me luck.

The Indoraptor is gender goals and I will not elaborate.

Here are some that I've done so far~
There's still 5 slots left. :3

There's still 5 slots left and I only need 1 more follower!

Please help me get verified on VGen and get organized with my IV fluids. 🙏🏻