Started the new dnd campaign with my friends. Very fun so far. Really loving the new characters. And biggest compliment I could ever receive as a DM is that everyone seems very invested in integrating themselves into the world I’ve made, without me pressuring or making any requirements to do so.
I think my transition to middle aged white dude is complete. I am a late bloomer though because I'm only now just starting to really care about sports. But I've been goin whole hog on sports this year so far. I honestly think part of it is just taking my mind of my dogshit life lol
resisting the urge to waste money on a videogame i know i wont like at all and wont play, just because all my friends are playing it together
I swear in all my google searches because the AI won’t respond with results. Fighting the man one “fuck” at a time
you cant read auras stupid ass . you can barely read English
Crazy that physical videogames these days dont even have the game on them anymore. new doom game has 85mb on the disc. They won't even let you own the game with a physical copy now. Insane.
WIP for my next dnd campaign
Holiday pay cut, overtime cut, benefits cut and benefits cost increased, DEI department cut, and my hours cut down to 12 at work. Almost 13 years and I get spit in the face and kicked in the nuts. Fuck Target. Dogshit company. Time to find new work. Probably gonna open art commissions
OBLIVION REMASTER!!!!! This is my favorite RPG of all time. I am so fuckin happy. I started giggling like an idiot when that intro music played. Finally another reason not to KMS
I just don’t think I could handle being a full time freelance artist on the marketing side of things. Social interactions with my art and the mediums required to do so just curdle my soul
And while I’m being petty: I hate posting art anywhere because Mfers always be like “wow that looks like my art!” “Wow this looks just like my idea too!” Go straight to hell
When people in discord make every channel their therapy channel and post novels it makes me question why I’m even there lol
Yeah basically every time I get off work and get to see me dog
The hardest part of getting back into miniature painting is not getting mad and hating it as soon as it doesn’t turn out perfect. Gotta shake off the rust
Ranni got a summer shave, and now we get back into painting.
It does give me the itch to play as a player though. As much as I love DMing, maybe I’ll look into a local group to play with or something.
It’s been a blast. And I hope people continue on after this arc is done, in some fashion. But hopefully people have had fun, and I have a lot of good ideas for more stuff. But we will see I suppose.
Final session(s) of my dnd campaign arc are coming up. Good learning experience, I coulda DM’d way better but it’s been a long time. I do love my group but just bc of how they are, I feel incredibly insecure about how things land sometimes, compared to anyone else I’ve played with.
I’m curious if someone in logistics packed the wrong helmets
Been depressed. Not finding joy in stuff. Forcing myself to get back on my creative bullshit. Building and painting/lining gundam models, budgeting out an airbrush/booth/accessories so I can airbrush paint my Warhammer models. Very excited. Just need my damn tax return
I don’t blame anyone for not coming back after I said we had to cancel. Not their fault. Just upset.
I crashed out hard. I threw shit. was so upset. Still am. Now I have to wait 2 weeks. Ugh. I’ve been so depressed lately. And this is all I have to look forward to. I don’t have much else. Fuck.
Had to cancel DMing DND today because my fucking power died all day and then it came back on 30 minutes after we would have started. just got to the biggest thing in a campaign that’s been going on for nigh on a year. Everyone but 1 person came back to try and play but obvi need everyone. So mad.
Drop a gif of your “trauma” movie.
I watched alien, predator, terminator, and pet semetary before I was 10. unphased. But when I was 13 I saw Signs at my sisters house by myself, and it messed me up for like a year. That or The Grudge. I slept with the lights on for a long time after I saw that.
Also I’m like 99% positive I sent Luc one of his books for Christmas one year so ask him
Or “The Croning” by him as well. (hail…old…leech…)
“The beautiful thing that awaits us all” by laird Barron. Or “the Imago Sequence” you will not be disappointed. Trust. Laird Barron is a master
Every time I look at the news things just get worse and worse and it makes me wanna kill myself. Probably should stop looking. Or look more. Who knows. Doodles.
Terrene comes to consume and convert.
Ey mon