ignore the last pinned. The calendar confused me and I messed up 18 and 19 </3 here’s today’s cals

hats look stupid on me, glasses look stupid on me, make up looks stupid on me, everything looks stupid on me

sigh.. time to make/find a cal tracker

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meeting someone that speaks to me and gives me the same nickname the other person that walked out of my life would makes me feel like this

caught a glimpse of my reflection so unfortunately I will have to lay down in the middle of the highway

This is very weird of them..

I’ll never message a man first #die

Having a bill due on my birthday should be a crime

hehehehe thank you sm!!!

Thank you!!

Tysm <3!!

only good thing about family member staying for a week or so is that it’s easier to st4rve bc they have a great way of pissing me off

#yup

Thank you bb <3

DoorDash grandma is a MAGAt??

my bday is tomorrow and all I’ve been doing is contemplating $ui€id3

getting a bunch of money for my bday but I just sit there and look at my bank account like this bc I don’t think I deserve to get anything for myself + I’ll just look disgusting in any fit/accessory I’d wear

bought myself a mini notebook to jot down my meals + cals ˃ 𖥦 ˂ can’t wait to decorate it with a bunch of stickers

I’m gonna start tracking here again. Too much bs has been stressing me out so I took a little break from here. Family member is still coming (I think) to stay for a week or so and im still not looking forward to it.

I want to look androgynous so bad but I can’t with this body and it hurts

Came across a video that was meant for the boys where they were talking about fasting and I saw a lot of comments about how they dropped 20+ pounds from just IF for a month. I hate men

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Determined to lose 5-10 lbs by April 1st

Everyone else coming into my life is just pissing me off. I really want nothing to do with anyone romantically and they all just look like desperate h0rny losers now

That last man I had feelings for really fucked up my trust man wtf lmaooo

Full of guacamole and pico de gallo today

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what I look like sitting on the toilet, pondering if I should weigh myself after I took a big dump but I also just ate so it’s probably not a good idea so I’ll just weigh in tomorrow morning

Family member visiting by the end of April and im so irritated over this. They want to stay two weeks or possibly longer ugh

Yesterday, I impulsively spent $60 on clothes instead of food

body dysmorphia is real and it’s happening to me in real time I guess