joking: humans are analog computers *smirk*
not joking: humans *are* analog computers :O

conservatives love saying "you are female. you have the function of producing and bearing children for males. biologically. scientifically. if you can't or won't do this you're going against what millions of years of evolution created you to do. you can't rebel against science"

github.com/crsongbird/u...
made an uncompressed tall one for my phone

Hubble’s Spectacular Wide View of the Universe Hubble’s Spectacular Wide View of the Universe

esahubble.org/images/heic1...

ai lets me make some stuff for free i would have had no choice but to charge for, for the simple fact that the time spent doing it is death

is it weird i find this image incredibly meditative and thought provoking (zoom in)

that's... unhinged actually

people still havent figured out the difference between 'poor person using ai because it's available to try to keep up' from 'peter thiel, sam altman, and all his friends?'

what am i saying of course they havent

i am a human (disabled) btw not an ai language model with a bad sense of humor and a poor output rate but i don't fault you for being unsure

the biological superiority endpoint for all life in every form as we have discovered it is the shape of a crab

once something becomes crab shaped it just gets more powerful

psst - is this doll's list or some other one? asking for my other parts

Hypothalamic pituitary adrenal clusterfuck

turns out I'm wrong I have HPA axis issues

death comes for us all i guess - consider I get seizures when planes fly overhead and shit now I'm not trying to be dramatic I'm trying to be honest

estradiol is normal (not suprabiological) so that's not the cause - i probably need an mri on my hypothalamus

interesting thing i discovered today

i have no thyroid stimulating hormone in my body at all

might explain the absence seizures and dissociative breaks

my Tsh is below the noise floor on the assay and my t4 is low-normal and i'm not taking biotin so... very curious result

i hope it is a mistake

There are words I cannot write.
I dream about them late at night.
I see them carved into the walls,
In bloody handprints down the halls.
Things we never should have said,
words we should keep in our head.
But they keep spilling from these fingertips,
no matter how I purse my lips.

jesus oriented self help audiobooks are just bambi sleep for people who are ashamed of sex

goddamn it

personally i would prefer not to use “donald trump” to set the standards of acceptable behavior

who are you calling someone out as a nervous system

my nerves are fine thanks

They had a big stone circle in the center of the camp that was for this purpose.

You know they did shame circles? They'd stand me in the center and hurl insults like stones at me. You had to turn and face the speaker. You weren't allowed to speak until they were done with you.

and I'm writing this here less for me, more for other girls doing t4t assuming meeing someone like you means they'll implicitly understand your struggle:

No.

They won't.

If they act like they do, they're dangerous for you actually.

Real love is built on asking questions and listening over time.

even in the t4t community i have to ask all the hard questions i would have to ask in any community - including asking if being very neurodivergent (say, classically autistic) means you are subhuman (wondering if you'll still see me on my bad days, my worst ones)

im t4t but it sucks, because that means something different to different people, and i won't mess around with other trans people who draw extremely strict lines about what trans means

do intersex people, nonbinary assigned-female people, nonbinary assigned-male people count?

Spending your teens in a wilderness camp is weird. And when memories of that place are stuck in my head I'm coming back to this thread and writing about it.

more like self play fine tuning

bruh it's so nice to have two screens and a whole, like, desk again