free exposure therapy

my phobia waxes and wanes at a rate that i do not understand. i think im jaded after being terrorized the last two days atp

guys im gunna be brave and sleep in my bed tonight despite there being a spider in literal eyesight (not near my bed but across the room nonetheless)

A brown bunny stands on a stool in a library aisle, reaching up to books on a shelf. The text overlay reads "Found this guy in my library."

ibuprofen

tired..

A white bunny with dark brown spots lies stretched out on a wooden floor near a wall.

fucjkdkckufkck

give it up for four im this close to killing myse

i have seen three different spiders in one fucking day today what if its over for me

fuuuuck Fuuuuxkkkkkklckkkkkk

my head hurts soooo bad i need caffeine

ill feel normal after doing some chores.

Orange fluffy cat inside my car.

I have to go to work and this is not my cat.

Okay Well. 🤦‍♂️

i mean surely once my phone hits 5% battery that will urge me enough to move. Right?

WHAT BENEFIT DOES THE FREEZE RESPOND EVEN HAVE DUDE THEYRE PEA SIZED

i have 15 percent on my phone i have to move i have to fucking GOOOO. MOVEEEE. FUCUUUUCKKKKKKK

animal crossing. tomodachi life. pokopia. finish your comms. Fuck It . KRILL

i really wish i had an esteem tulpa or somethjng (dont say that

for someone with easy to gaslight syndrome i fucking wish i could gaslight myself out of this situation

me: i will krill myself if i dont stop drawing and take a prolonged break

also me: i wanna draw them 😭

thinking abt jor and ryne trading hair ribbons..

sending gale on messenger hell its the least he can do

realizing once jor gets over the. well. everything. he'd be an over-doting kind of parent. the REMEMBER TO BRUSH YOUR TEETH AND EAT YOUR VEGGIES type of parent.

i shouldnt be happy that i dont have therapy this week but also im excited to not have therapy bc i like staying up after work and relish in the thought of getting to sleep in

for you， i’d bleed myself dry.

every single night when its time to wind down and i am no longer occupied by my silly little tasks i have to fight the urge to be evil (ruminate on negative things and complain about them)

she thought jor was cute and really liked him! as a pet. she took really good care of him! for her ego. she got a perverse sense of joy playing out a domestic life with him. shes the type of person who'd do volunteer work with the unfortunate and prop herself up on an emotional pedestal for it

she took jor in as a student out of the "goodness of her heart" (read: to use him) and thought herself something of a saint (she'd step on any and every single person in the world if it meant achieving her goals) she got a kick out of introducing herself as a samaritan i bet.