turned 19 recently (hooray!). despite that, with circumstances stacked against me i'll be taking an indefinite hiatus. life's been pretty busy and hectic, i don't have time (nor the money) for this whole thing in the mean time

i have a few messing videos somewhere, i just haven't posted them

being a busy student doesn't help, project deadlines are tighter than i thought it would be 🫤 well, i have adult responsibilities... yawn

okay, i'm terrible at saving money... looks like getting those abdl diapers might be longer than i thought 😅

heavy pisser 🥴 mhngh

so mushy, and wet,,,,,,,,,,,

it's soooo full. i'm scared that it'll leak once i start doing squishies

big poopy. it feels so full 🥴

i need to embrace my autism, the messing and rubbing diapers autism...

FUCK UNIVERSITY! I WANT TO SIT AROUND AND MESS MY DIAPERS ALL DAY! 👎

pushed all my big boy thoughts! 🥴

now how do i incorporate psyllium husk into my daily diet 👀 hmmmmm.....

a low gpa. yay. how fun.

mhngh... my diaper feels heavier? i don't know why! haha...

soggy

idk how the picture duplicated LOL

aftermath 🥴 i wish i stayed longer in these! had responsibilities to attend to so i couldn't 💔 maybe one day... ahhh to repeatedly stim at my warm muck-filled diapers

rub crinkle rub crinkle rub crinkle rub crinkle rub crinkle !!!!!!!!! stimming with warm muck 🥴

diaper-brained and silly. crinkle crinkle crinkle 😖🥴

blort! 😵‍💫

weirdly hard pushies 🤎 and a few uncontrolled wettings 💛😵‍💫

short little flows of pee that i can't control no matter how hard i plead with myself! 🥴

when i feel the pee flowing out without my control, i instinctively plead to myself to "stop". but it doesn't stop. haha 😵‍💫🥴

ohhh my brains turning into mush. when i wear a diap that i just messed in, sometimes my dumb little brain just lets myself uncontrollably pee afterwards 😵‍💫 embarassing but it feels great

tummy ache

on a different note, should i make my abdl art seperate from my irl stuff? like, a different account maybe...?

what if i started posting abdl art sketches hehe

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hngh i went poopie and i stink 🥴

uni projects have been killing me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🌺